Torn Between Both Worlds

Chapter SIX

　　Ben had the guts to laugh at me while placing his both legs on his desk, I didn’t know what to say to him right now. In fact I don’t want to say anything that would encourage him to continue this snickering so I kept everything I wanted to say to myself till I figure it out eventually.

　　He was going to make a big deal out of it and pressurize me into doing something stupid like talking to her and I Wasn’t ready for that kind of big step and I didn’t want it getting out of hand being too much for me to handle. I looked over at her and caught her looking at me from the corner of her eyes, she was biting her lip and I wanted to go there and kiss it. She had no idea how sexy she looked right now, she was clearly looking at me and pretending she wasn’t doing so.

　　“Why was she looking at me like that?”

　　“Did she see something she liked?”

　　I didn’t want to toot my own horn but I knew how humans felt when they saw us, we were more attractive than they were because our features were more enhanced. My body was ripped because of all the pack training and extra training I was taking on and I knew girl dig that but I didn’t want anything to do with humans for any reason and that’s why I didn’t utilize the opportunity to be a flirt like ben and pretty much kept to myself.

　　And now to discover that my mate is human is a fry cry from what I expected to have as my second half. Rejection has been considered but it would be a long time before the moon goddess forgives me and grant me an opportunity for a second chance mate, that line is thin. It only happens once in every century for a supernatural being such as myself. I could not afford to be mate less when other have found theirs and the only reason I could give was that I rejected the one I was destined to be with.

　　It was a great thing in the supernatural world to have your mate by your side, it gave you a deep sense of respect from your pack members. It is kind of marriage for the humans just that ours was deeper and backed up with a blood ceremony. We perform a mating ceremony to join the two mates together and to gain an additional pack member if he or she was from another pack. I really wanted to be with my mate, I have longed for it for so long and it was something that wouldn’t happen anytime soon because of the complications that came with this one.

　　“Where the hell is the teacher?” I asked myself.

　　She should have been here by now so I could concentrate on learning and get my mind off this, it was the only thing I could think about. She was beginning to evade my thoughts every minute. All I wanted to do was pull her into my arms and kiss her like she was the air I was breathing, the idea was becoming clearer and the urge to do it as increasing by the minute.

　　I turned my head to check on ben because he was the only one who could snap me out of this thoughts but he was in his own world. Playing music with his iPod and bobbing his head to whatever he was listening to. I sighed out at his nonchalant attitude towards my foul mood proved my point that I should never tell him whatever was going on with me. he is a good guy but sometimes I question myself on the basis of our friendship, he has not been my best friend for a while now and I missed that, it was times like this that I wished Camilla was a guy and we could hash things out and talk about it like men. It was beginning to dawn on me that I need more friends at this point and couldn’t keep being alone all the time.

　　The guys in my pack were too busy and too pretentious for my liking but the humans in school were even worse than I imagined, going to school with them was hell on earth and I actually liked school. Ben the only guy friend I had, he was either moaning over his latest girl problems or chasing his latest conquest. I couldn’t keep up with that and my own problems at the same time. I had hoped finding my mate was going to be easier than this. We were going to meet at the hunting games and imprint on each other immediately we see each other, our mating process wasn’t going to take time before we mark each other and work on the transfer papers to my pack. It was what I wanted when I found my mate but apparently fate had other plans for me. It really wasn’t fair, I work hard as any other average teenager and I don’t play games with anyone either. The moon goddess could at least show mercy for once. Now Camilla was going through the same problem too and if they were going to solve the issue, they will have to choose one of them and leave the other.

　　He was so lost in thought that he had no idea the teacher was here and had started teaching the class, it was not until they directed a question at him that he snapped out of his thoughts. He looked over at ben and caught him snickering at his expense, this was what he was talking about. Ben couldn’t tap him and inform him that the teacher was here or give him any sort of heads up. He sighed out loud.

　　“Sorry, could you repeat that?” I asked the teacher.

　　“Mr. Knight, are you sure you are here with us? The teacher asked him.