Dear Diary I had a dream once. Brian and I were together, just like in reality, only in my dream, things were different. I wasn't the girl in school everyone either avoided or hated for no apparent reason. In my dream, Brian wasn't the most popular boy in school whom took the school to championships both years. I was simply a girl, he was simply a boy. There was nothing special about the dream. We did what we did every day. Hung around each other, kissed, smiled at each other. In my dream his happiness matched my reality. He was happy I was accepted into the same school as him, I was going for sports physician and he wanted to play professional basketball. Everything was perfect. Until my dream turned into a nightmare. - - - - - "So, you and Brian hanging out today?" I nod my head