Dear Diary
Hurt not others with that which pains yourself.
The words repeat in my head over and over again as I sit here in my room atop my bed.
I'm home, it's a beautiful Sunday afternoon and as normal as this day is, for me it feels conflicting. I am no longer the girl my parents raised, the big sister Chrissy could always rely on, the girl Brian Davis fell in love with. I am a shadow of a shell of the girl they loved.
Hurt not others with that which pains yourself.
The mantra sticks in my head as I push back even more tears from strolling down my pale cheeks.
After going over every detail with detective Palmer, causing my mother to have to step out of the room because she just couldn't take it anymore, we were discharged with strict instructions for me to take antibiotics and pai
