Chapter 9Kate sat on the bed for a moment longer before following downstairs. She realised that when she was with Lex she didn’t think about Debs at all -- it was like Lex’s presence wiped her out of her head and heart. There was no doubt about it, she wanted more than friendship with this gorgeous biker chick, but Lex was so determined to take things slowly she wasn’t sure how to force the issue -- she was even beginning to think Lex may have changed her mind about her.
They spent the next couple of hours drinking coffee and chatting, until Kate reluctantly said she should get home as she had an early start in the morning. Lex offered to take her home but Kate said she would get a cab, and as they were waiting for it to turn up Kate had an idea.
She excused herself to use the bathroom and on her way downstairs slipped silently in and out of the bedroom.
When the taxi arrived Kate took Lex in her arms and kissed her tenderly on the lips ‘I’ve had a wonderful day, thank you.’
‘Me too, can I call you?’
‘Of course! I’d be bloody offended if you didn’t!’ chided Kate as she kissed her once more and headed out to the cab.
Lex sat in her living room wondering what the hell was going on. She wanted Kate. Badly. Every nerve in her body was crying out to hold her close and she was fairly sure Kate felt the same, but she was scared.
Scared of loving and losing again maybe? Scared that Kate was on the rebound from Debs and moving too quickly would spoil things? Scared of rejection? Scared of getting close to someone and then finding out that they wanted / needed different things from life?
As Lex climbed into bed that night she felt something scratchy under her shoulder. Moving the duvet to one side she found a small piece of folded notepaper.
My Dearest Lex,
I can’t believe I’ve only known you for such a short time and so much has changed in my life in a few short days. I thought splitting up with Debs was a bad thing but now I know it’s the best thing that could have happened to me, especially as it brought you into my life.
I’m not very good at this sort of thing, and I’m nervous writing this note as I can’t be sure of your reaction, but if we’re going to have any kind of relationship, whether it be as friends or lovers we need to be open and honest with each other.
I know you were originally attracted to me -- you told me as much -- and I think you still are. I’m guessing you want to take things slowly because you’re worried about my split with Debs or your own recent break up. I want to let you know that I’m ready when you are.
We can keep it slow if you want, we can just be friends if that’s what you want (although I really hope not!) but just know that if you want to take things further please don’t worry on my account.
I think you’re wonderful. You’re smart, sexy, sassy and I could look into those beautiful blue eyes forever. You also look awesome in leather!
I look forward to seeing you again soon (very soon?)
Big hugs,
Kate
xxx