Chapter Seven
All my best advice is falling on my own deaf ears. I’m taking chances every day with this passion of mine. It never seems to go away no matter how much I try to find some satisfaction inside the acts alone. I want more and will get it. I even turn Joseph down when he calls with an invitation for an evening outside the city. He doesn’t explain more and I’m sure he feels shot down when I so easily decline the offer with what seems like a silly excuse. “I have to spend the night with my sister.”
One morning, I find myself following Henry’s live-in lover to her job. I am only riding around the block, which is hardly out of my neighborhood, when I discover her walking just in front of me. I slow for a while, stop the bike with her in my sights, and look as though I’m fixing some
