part 1
There was a lot of running around in the Singhania Mansion. Everyone was busy working here and there. The house was being decorated very nicely. Ragini ji came to Sanjana's room to see whether Sanjana was ready or not. But his anger knew no bounds as soon as he entered the room.
"Sanju what is all this...? You are not ready yet?" Ragini ji shouted to Sanjana.
But his words had no effect on Sanjana. She was just crying in herself.
"Sanjana..." Ragini ji shouted again loudly.
This time Sanjana's attention went towards him. But immediately he ignored Ragini ji.
"What is this brash Sanjana.... The boys are coming to see you and you do not know how big they are.."
Sanjana started crying after listening to Ragini.
"It doesn't matter if he is a big man.. I don't want to marry anyone now"
"What is this stubbornness you have.. He is the son of MLA Saheb.. We cannot get such a good relationship anywhere, and you are the one who is shedding te
ars even today because of fugitive Anirudh! How did she get engaged to you?" We were insulted that day in front of everyone, and you want your father's head to hang in shame because of you this time too.."
After listening to Ragini, Sanjana started staring at her.. tears were still flowing from her eyes.. and her eyes and nose had turned completely red.
Ragini went to him and patted his head lovingly and said, "Son, please accept, Anirudh is not going to come back now. We once obeyed you for your sake and you know very well what the result was, now." You will not listen to them for your parents..?
On hearing this, Sanjana started crying loudly hugging Ragini ji.
"Mumma, why did he go away leaving me..? I loved him very much, then why did he do this to me.. why? But I still feel that someone is behind his leaving. It's a big deal." Seeing this condition of Sanjana, tears started flowing from Ragini's eyes.
Son, what happened was not your fault, Anirudh never loved you. It will happen.. That's why you get ready quickly.. Those people will be coming soon.
Ragini ji kissed Sanjana's head lovingly and said..
Sanjana also nodded her head in yes and started getting ready.
Now when it comes to the respect of her parents, how can a daughter step back? Even if he has to forget his love too! Sanjana also did something similar. For the sake of her parents, she had agreed to marry another boy as well.
In a short while, MLA Jagdishchandra Tripathi along with his son Hardev Tripathi and his family came to Singhania Mansion. By the way, Sanjana's father Rajesh Singhania was also a well-known business man of the city, so he knew Jagdishchandra very well. On seeing Sanjana, those people said yes to the relationship. But Sanjana had not said anything yet. After meeting everyone she again went to the room.. and again tears started flowing from her eyes..
Everyone may say that you have left me and run away, but I know.. that my Anirudh can never cheat me, I know that you also love me a lot.. I don't know why you left, Where did you go but I am sure that you will definitely come.. will definitely come" Sanjana was just crying. Seeing her condition, her brother Mohit's eyes standing outside the room also became moist.
"Sanju..." said Mohit himself coming inside the handle. Hearing his voice, Sanjana immediately wiped her tears and said "Ha bhai.."
"What have you decided?" Mohit asked, stroking her head.
"Brother, whatever you and your parents decide, that will be my decision," Sanjana said with a smile.
"Are you happy, aren't you?" On Mohit's question, Sanjana said with a faint smile...
"Brother, now my happiness doesn't matter much.. I just want the happiness of my family.. I don't want them to suffer because of me.."
On hearing Sanjana's answer, Mohit hugged Sanjana and then immediately left from there..so that his tears would not be seen by Sanjana.
After a while everyone together confirmed their relationship and also performed the engagement ceremony. Sanjana also performed all the rituals reluctantly. Elections were coming in a month, that's why on the saying of Jagdishchandra, the marriage of both of them got fixed after fifteen days. Then the Tripathi family took permission and went away asking to meet at the wedding.
Sanjana could not sleep at night. She picked up a bag and took out some things from it and started looking. He took out a withered rose and with a faint smile said,
"We haven't seen anyone else except you,
Your rose has dried up but we have not thrown it away.
She got lost in the memories when Anirudh had given her this flower.
It was early morning and Sanjana was going to college with her friends.
Meera: wait.....
(While leaving Meera suddenly stopped and spoke)
Sanjana: Hey what happened... to you?
Mansi: Oh Meera, why did you stop like this?
Meera: Hey my blind friends.. Look there in front.. (Meera said while pointing finger on one side)
Both Sanjana and Mansi started looking in that direction.
Mansi: Oh my God… what am I looking at.. Meera just pinch me..!
Mira bit the tweezers forcefully.
Mansi: Ouch what are you doing..!
Sanjana: Hey one minute.. First someone tell me what is going on..? Seeing what are you both doing this drama? I can't see anything there..
Meera: Oh God..! What will happen to this girl..?
Sanjana: Whatever happens to me will be good, but both of you have not told me yet, otherwise it will not be good for both of you..!
Mansi: See... over there..
(Mansi said pointing to a boy)
Meera: See... how handsome he is....!
Mansi: Dashing is also...
Meera: Smart too..
(Both were going crazy seeing that boy and he was being praised)
Sanjana: Now just do it.. nothing will happen by praising him here.. do it in front of him.. you don't have the courage to speak that both of you keep talking big things from far away..!
Meera: So.. then what is the big deal in that..?
Sanjana: Oh well..whose speech got tied as soon as he went in front of Mihir..? And you Mansi.. your health had deteriorated even before going to the sea.. did you remember..?
Mansi: Yes.. so.. there is a lot of difference between speaking and doing..
Meera: Well said..when you have experience then you will know Sanju..
Sanjana: Oh.. it's all worth saying.. cowards like you make excuses like this....
Mansi: If it is like that, I will give you a dorm in Sanju.. If you are not a coward then accept the dorm!
Meera: Yes that is correct..
Sanjana: Yes.. I am ready.
Mansi: So take this rose flower.. and go and give it to that handsome boy and said "This rose flower is for you.. from my side.."
Sanjana: Ok.. wait and watch..
Sanjana took the flower and started moving towards that boy. Black shirt and jeans, he was talking on the phone with goggles on his eyes.
Sanjana went to him and said..
Excuseme.."
That boy looked at Sanjana and then.. then he just kept looking at Sanjana...
Sanjana: This rose flower for you from my side..
Sanjana said smiling and started leaving from there.
The boy was still watching her leaving with flowers in hand.
He didn't know when Sanjana left there with her friend. And when he noticed it, there was no one there. Seeing this, a smile appeared on his face and with the same smile he also left from there.
When Sanjana was going home from college, a boy came to her and said
"Hey Sanjana!"
Sanjana was surprised to see him and said angrily, "What are you doing here..? And how do you know my name?"
"He had come to give you these flowers."
Giving a very beautiful rose to Sanjana, he said..
"Sorry I can't take it.." Sanjana said angrily.
"Why? You had also given me flowers, so I had kept them too," she said making an innocent face.
Sanjana was shocked on hearing this.
"What happened.. Sanjana ji.." he said interrupting Sanjana..
"That.. I had given it just like that.. I didn't know that you will take it seriously!" He said while turning his face.
But there was no answer for a while, when Sanjana looked in that direction, the boy was staring at her without blinking. Even Sanjana was lost in his eyes for a while.
He said giving flowers to Sanjana again
"I love you Sanjana.." But Sanjana as if did not hear anything, she was just looking at him.
"I love you Sanjana" he said again passing the flower towards her.
On hearing this, Sanjana took her eyes away.
"This...what are you saying..now when did this love happen?" Sanjana said nervously.
"When I saw you for the first time..
You must have heard that song..
What kind of magic did you do at first sight,
My life has become yours.."
He said looking into Sanjana's eyes.
"Stop using these filmy ways and.. get out of my way and let me go..." Sanjana said angrily..
"Okay but at least keep taking these flowers.." On hearing this, Sanjana took the flower from his hands and started leaving.
That's why the boy shouted loudly.
"Listen Sanjana...."
Sanjana's legs stopped on hearing this..but she did not look back..
"My name is Anirudh...and you will not be able to stop yourself from falling in love with this Anirudh..see...and this Anirudh whom he loves immensely...so it is not difficult for me to know about you Was. Now even life is sacrificed in love.. So this lover can do only this much.. See you soon... Bye..." she shouted and left from there.
Sanjana laughed on hearing this. He smiled and said in his mind.. "Ye toh aashiq bhi ban gaya i***t" Don't know why but he also liked this act of Anirudh. Then she left from there smiling.
Then the door of her room opened and Sanjana came out of her memories.
Meera: Hey! You are sitting here and I was calling you out since long.
Sanjana: Oh.. sorry I didn't hear..
Meera: Hmm.. she is remembering Anirudh after seeing the rose flower, isn't she..?
Sanjana: Yes..
Meera: Isn't this the same rose that Anirudh had given you?
Sanjana: Yes, this is the same rose.
Meera: Hmmm.. But now don't think about that.. Now you are about to get married so pay attention to that. Understood... come with me Aunty is calling.
Sanjana: Yes..
On Meera's request, Sanjana came down in the hole.
Raginiji: Son, both of you go to the market and get some things.. Now the marriage is near.. So a lot of preparations have to be done..
Meera: Yes Aunty.. we are going..
Sanjana: Meera please.. I don't feel like it..
Meera: That's why I am saying.. Going out will improve your mood.. Come on..
Sanjana: Okay let's go.
Both the friends started going towards the market. Suddenly Sanjana felt that someone was following her. When he looked back, there was no one there. After a while he again realized that there was someone behind. She immediately turned back.
"Aniruddha....!" Unknowingly these words came out of his mouth.
Meera: What happened Sanju?
Sanjana: Don't know but it felt like Anirudh was following us.
Meera: Why would he come here? And why would he follow you?
Sanjana: He used to do the same earlier.. you know very well don't you.. Meera..
Sanjana started remembering all that how Anirudh used to follow Sanjana everyday and talk to her by following her. Sanjana just listens to him and smiles, but does not talk to him. Slowly Sanjana was getting used to Anirudh. He didn't even know when this habit of his turned into love. This is how her love started, she just could not speak to Anirudh.
Meera: O where do you get lost again and again? Since when have I been saying come on..
Sanjana: Oh.. I am sorry..
While walking, Sanjana was speaking in her mind.
"There are so many memories of you everywhere that wherever you go, they always come with you"
Sanjana and Meera came home after buying some things. Meera had to go out for some work, so she left Sanjana at home. Sanjana was still not feeling well so she went to the room and lay down.
Sanjana fell asleep remembering Anirudh's photo in her hand. Then Mohit came to her room. He freed Anirudh's photo from Sanjana's hand and kept the other one. The tears stuck in the corners of Sanjana's eyes were telling her that she had fallen asleep while crying. He covered Sanjana with a blanket and then came out of the room. Her eyes had turned red.. she could see everything blurry.. as if the tears in her eyes would spill out.
"I will take revenge for every single tear of my sister from you.. You have hurt my sister a lot.. Not a day would have passed without her crying... Just some more time... and then I will give you No one will be able to stop me from punishing what you did, I will never let my sister go through the pain I am going through." He clenched his fists in anger and left
Two days passed like this. Preparations for marriage had started in both the houses. Today Sanjana along with Ragini ji and her friend Meera had reached the mall to get the wedding dress.
They went to a big shop in the mall where beautiful sarees and lehengas were seen everywhere. They all started looking at all the sarees and lehengas one by one.
"Madam, which color lehenga should I show you?" The staff girl asked Sanjana.
"She should be of pink color" said Sanjana and only then a smile appeared on her face.
She remembered the day of engagement shopping.
"Look, Anirudh... which one of these lehengas should I buy?"
"This pink one... you look very beautiful.. in this pink color.. I tell you that for engagement.. our haldi, mehendi and also for marriage buy everything of pink color.. ..and yes for our honeymoon too..you will look very slayer" Anirudh slowly whispered the last line in Sanjana's ears.
"You also start somewhere.." Sanjana blushingly slapped Anirudh lightly.
"Hey! What is wrong with this.. Now I want to see my bride-to-be in this color, so what is my fault in that?"
"Now, have you ever seen someone in pink color in turmeric?"
" No "
"Then.. and if I wear the same color in every ceremony, then all the photos will come out the same, won't they!" Sanjana said making a face.
"Ok okay wear whatever you want to wear but on the wedding day I want you only in pink color pair.. otherwise I will not marry understood" Sanjana laughed at Anirudh's words.
"Ok done..." Sanjana said smiling.
"Madam, where are you lost...." When the girl saw Sanjana smiling, she asked..
"Ha..." Sanjana said in shock. She came out of her thoughts and said to that girl
"I like this lehenga" Sanjana had taken out a very beautiful pink colored lehenga. Seeing this, the girl said,
"Oh wow! This is very beautiful..it will suit you very much..I was about to tell you earlier that pink color will suit you better.." Sanjana's face also smiled after listening to him. Went...
′′ Keep smiling like this, you look very cute ′′ the girl said and Sanjana also nodded her head after listening to her.
After some time everyone went home after finishing all the shopping. Sanjana was sitting in her room looking at the clothes she had just brought from shopping.
"How strange, isn't it Anirudh.. you were insisting that I will wear a pink wedding dress, only then you will marry me..look, I am fulfilling your wish but you..you are not there." I have" she was talking while looking at her new pink lehenga.
"How happy were you that day, on the day of engagement, you secretly came to meet me to see me.."
(engagement day)
A few hours before the engagement, Sanjana was getting ready in her room. She was wearing a very beautiful outfit of light pink color. She had left her long, silky hair open.. light makeup on her face.. small bindi on her forehead, bangles in her hands, anklets on her feet.. small pendant around her neck.. she was looking very cute.
A big pandal was put up for the engagement in the hole below. Anirudh had also reached there with his friends. She was also wearing a light pink sherwani. He was looking very handsome. His parents were not there.. He grew up with his friend Saurabh since childhood. That was his family.
Anirudh was pacing here and there restlessly in the hole. He wanted to see Sanjana since long but she was nowhere to be seen. Saurabh saw her like this and said..
"Hey my brother, he is so restless, then go and meet him once."
"Can't get... I went near her room but all those girls didn't let me go" Anirudh's face dropped. But Saurabh laughed after listening to her. He started laughing out loud.
"You bastard! What are you whining about.. I am upset here and you are enjoying mine only.. Your time will also come.." Anirudh said to Saurabh showing his eyes.
"Hey but what should I do now.. your sister-in-law is not allowing you to go inside..!" Saurabh was laughing seeing Anirudh's condition.
"You are of no use.. Now I will have to do something" said Anirudh and left.
He went to the terrace and came to the balcony of Sanjana's room, leaning his feet here and there. He knocked on the balcony door.
"Hey! Now who is knocking on the door from here?" Sanjana said while going towards the door..
As soon as she opened the door, she was shocked to see Anirudh.
"You?" she screamed.
"Hey what are you doing...speak slowly someone will listen" Anirudh put his hand on Sanjana's mouth
"What are you doing here?" Sanjana asked softly.
"I have come to see you" Anirudh pulled her close to him putting his hand around her waist.
Sanjana came very close to Anirudh as soon as he pulled her. Both were looking into each other's eyes. As both the eyes were longing to see each other.
"You are looking very beautiful" Anirudh said looking into Sanjana's eyes.
I am not beautiful, it is your love.
The one that overflows from my eyes like a light..
Sanjana said and Anirudh also smiled on hearing this.
"By the way you are also looking handsome" Sanjana said while fixing the collar of Anirudh's sherwani. ,
But Anirudh did not hear anything, he was just looking into her eyes with great love. Seeing Anirudh gazing at himself like this, she started feeling restless. His heart was starting to beat faster...
"Why are you looking like this..." Sanjana asked Anirudh with a little nervousness..
"Because of you..." Anirudh said..
"I.. I.. didn't understand anything..." Sanjana's heartbeat started getting faster. She was staring at Anirudh with her big eyes. Anirudh was moving his face towards her.
"Now, if you look at me with your innocent eyes like this, then my heart will also rebel, won't it?" Sanjana narrowed her eyes as soon as she heard this.
"Did someone get you an eye test or not?" asked Anirudh, cupping Sanjana's face in his hands.
Sanjana shook her head in no.
"Tell me.. no one even remembers this.. everyone is standing guard there so that I don't come inside, but no one remembers the important work.. never mind, he would have completed the unfinished work. Yes.. I don't want anyone to keep an eye on my life.."
speaking out
Anirudh slowly picked up the kajal kept nearby and took it in his hands and lightly applied black tika on the back of Sanjana's neck.
"It's okay now.. I have applied eye vaccine.. Now you will not be able to see anyone"
Sanjana also smiled on hearing this.
Anirudh hugs Sanjana.
Both stood like this for a while.
"Anirudh, now you go.. now the moment of engagement is about to happen.. we will meet then, right.."
Sanjana said while moving a little away from Anirudh.
"You can't even see my happiness.. I was so relaxed just now.. But you took away my peace by saying that who knows, this may be our last meeting.. There is no trust in life" Anirudh muttered. Said.
"Anirudh... be careful if you have said something like this again..."
"Ok baba sorry don't get angry..but I don't feel like leaving you.." Anirudh said with a downcast face.
"Yes, but you will leave from here, only then we will meet there in the wedding hall."
"Okay okay I go" Anirudh said and he started going towards the door.
“Hey wait…where are you going…go from where you came from” Sanjana said stopping Anirudh.
"If my bones are broken while leaving there... you don't even care about me.. see God what she is making me do before marriage... look at the t*****e of this woman on an abla naar. .. Aren't tears coming from your eyes God..!" Anirudh was making a crying face and was playing drama with folded hands to God.
"God must be laughing instead of tears seeing this drama of yours.. and yes I did not tell you to come from the terrace to the balcony.. .. you came yourself.. and if you went through the door then it was for both of us. Well no.. so stop this gimmick and go quietly" Sanjana said scolding her then Anirudh went away showing her eyes.
(currently)
"You were so happy that day Anirudh...But after meeting me what happened that you left me. No one saw you after leaving my room. I am waiting for you at the time of engagement I was there but you never came there. I found only your note written in your room.. this one hour changed a lot.. we searched for you a lot but you were nowhere to be found.. where are you..? Only a few days are left... please come back... I love you very much.. I will wait for you.. I will wait for you as long as I can breathe.. Please come back otherwise I will forever I will be entrusted to someone else." Her throat choked while saying this.
"I am in love with your dress,
I am in love with your feeling,
Still you are not with me
I am in love with your memory
In which there are only your and my words,
I am in love with those words,
who smell of your love
I have loved those feelings,
Now meeting you seems like a dream
That's why I have loved waiting for you."
It was about seven in the evening. Mohit was getting ready and going somewhere. As soon as Rajeshji saw him going out, he stopped him.
"Hey Mohit, where are you going..?"
"Papa, I am going for some work.. I will be late coming back.. Tell Mama not to wait for me while eating." He spoke and went from there without listening to Rajesh ji's answer.
Here Jagdishchandra was talking to someone on the phone at Tripathi residence.
"Look, there should not be any mistake tomorrow. Tomorrow we are going to have a very big deal. Once this deal is done, no one will be able to stop us from becoming rich. But keep in mind that those people should not doubt us. You only Those people have to be stopped from going to Oberoi Pharma Industry and I have said that they have to be brought to that place, do you understand? After that I will see everything"
Ok sir" a voice came from the front and Jagdishchandra disconnected the call.
Hardev overheard their conversation from behind. He got thinking that what deal is father going to do? And what does he have to do with Aubroy Pharma Industry? He thought for a while but then left from there saying what do I have to do with all this.
His secretary standing near Jagdishchandra said..
"Sir.. what do you think.. that we all will do this and that obroy will not know anything..?"
′′ Will not work.. ′′ Jagdishchandra said in full confidence.
"But Sir, that Oberoi is very clever.. From where has he taken Oberoi industry at such a young age. Today he is India's top pharma industry. And I have also heard that Oberoi is very cheerful and jovial. He is like a guy. He never goes to office without work, he meets his client directly. He doesn't even meet anyone else and not the media at all. I have never seen him either. He came from Canada two years back. He has returned after completing his studies. In just two years, he has changed the face of Oberoi Pharma industry." said his secretary.
"You are praising him in front of me?" Jagadishchandra said angrily.
" Sorry sir... "
"What is the name of that Oberoi?" asked Jagdishchandra in a stern voice.
"That..." As soon as the secretary was about to speak, someone's voice was heard.
"Hello uncle!" As soon as he heard the voice, he looked towards the door. Mohit was standing at the door.
"Hey! Mohit son come inside..." Jagdishchandra said while going to him.
"Yes..." Saying this, Mohit went inside.
"Son, suddenly like this.. is everything fine at home, isn't it?"
"Yes uncle, everything is fine, just wanted to talk to you guys." Mohit said.
"Say yes son..."
"It's not like that even if Hardev comes, both of you will be together." Jagdishchandra spoke before Mohit could say anything further.
"Son Hardev has just gone out.."
"Oh.. then I wait here for a while.."
"Okay you sit here.. listen Raju.. bring tea and snacks for Mohit... and Mohit you wait for a while, I just went like this and came like this.." Jagdishchandra said and left.
As soon as he left, a boy came to the door. That boy with beard and moustache.. probably had come for some repairing.
"Is there anyone at home..??" He said.
Then a servant came there and said
" Who are you ? "
"I have come to check the AC. I got a call from here in the morning." said the boy.
Before that servant could say anything, another servant came and said..
"Ha.. I only called him.. That na Hardev Baba's room's AC was not working properly, so I thought that once they call him and get all the ACs checked."
′′ Ok.. take them ′′ he said and that boy started going after that other servant. Mohit was also looking at her.
After sitting like this for a while, Mohit stood up and started going upstairs looking here and there.
That other servant who had gone to drop that boy came to Mohit and said..
"Sir, do you want anything?"
"No, I was just walking like this.. is your work done?" Mohit asked.
Yes Sir.. I am going, if there is any work then let me know.." said the servant and left.
Mohit started going ahead. Then someone's message came on his phone. He saw the message and moved on. Mohit went to Jagdishchandra's office and then the lights went off.
"Hey! How did the light go off?" she said and turned on the phone's flashlight.
Jagdishchandra who was coming inside stopped as soon as the light went off. He could not see anything. He immediately switched on the flashlight and sent the staff to check the fuse. They started searching for Mohit here and there. After some time he came upstairs looking for Mohit. Then he saw Mohit coming there.
"Mohit son are you here?" Jagdishchandra asked.
"He was bored with uncle, so thought to take a walk for a while, but when he came up, the light went off." Mohit replied.
Then all the lights turned on. A smile appeared on both of their faces. Both came down in the hole. Hardev also came there in such a long time. Jagdishchandra asked Mohit to have dinner with him and even Mohit could not dissuade him due to his many sayings and all three started having dinner sitting at the dining table.
"Uncle, where is everyone else?" Mohit could not see anyone else in the house, so he asked.
“They all have gone to Vaishnodevi for three days, isn't it our custom that only vermilion offered to the mother is applied in weddings, so that's why…” Jagdishchandra said.
" Oh... "
" Mohit.. Papa was telling that you had to talk to us about something important?" Hardev asked Mohit in a very calm voice.
"Ha.. That's why I have come here.." Mohit was a little sad.
"What's the matter son...?" Jagdishchandra said keeping his hand on Mohit's shoulder.
"You do know what happened in Sanju's engagement. That Anirudh had left my Sanju." While Mohit was speaking, Hardev interrupted him.
"Yes, but you have already told us this, and it doesn't matter to us.. then.."
It doesn't matter to you, but it still matters to my Sanju. She is unable to forget him. She is living by hiding the pain in her chest.. Her tears are no longer visible to me.." Mohit's eyes became moist while saying this.
On hearing this, Hardev and Jagdishchandra started looking at each other. Then Hardev kept his hand on Mohit's hand and said..
"If it is so then we are in no hurry for this marriage..we can give more time to Sanjana ji"
"No, nothing like that, I just want to tell you that you help me," Mohit said being normal.