Silence
Complete and utter silence
Christian was driving me back to the academy in his car, where everyone was waiting for us, the tension was too thick in the atmosphere of the car. it's suffocating
It was torturous for me to be next to him. I was breaking down from the inside and I had to stop myself from doing it on the outside as well.
After what happened at the nurse's office we haven't spoken a single word. I could feel him getting uncomfortable and so was I.
I'm more disappointed about what he said after, he said sorry. what was he sorry about? sorry I kissed you? or sorry I used your energy to heal myself? the kiss meant nothing, it's how I heal?
My first kiss!
My first kiss and was for nothing, no feelings, no love, no l**t. just plain simple meaningless kiss.
"We're her
