My Brother is My Mate ((on hold))

Six

Bella's p.o.v:

The darkness surrounded me, but I welcomed it. What's the point to wake up and see the pain I have made. To face the person, who I love but rejected. I just couldn't bare that we are family.

Brother and sister loving, creating a sin. Our children laughed at, bullied over the reason. I couldn't do it no matter how much I loved him. I have to let him go and make a life with someone that can make it funny.

I wake up in my room feeling all alone. I feel my wolf but she has blocked me out not wanting to speak to me for hurting her so deep. It hurts me more, I have loved my brother, not with sibling love, but with the love of two people, having a family, growing old, and with hopes of dying as one. All that I threw away. He hates me.

Jaron's p.o.v:

WHY?! Why would she?! I love her and she knows she loves me! I could feel it with every touch and the look in her eyes! But maybe that was all a lie, maybe the love I saw in those beautiful eyes was family love. How could I be so stupid and fall for my sister! "She has reasons, just give her time and space" I could hear the pain and hurt in my wolf's voice. "Believe what you want! but your a fool to think she will come back!" I blocked him out not wanting to fight and reason with him. SHE HAS NO REASONS! I will make her regret this! I will make her feel the pain I have felt!

Bella's p.o.v:

I waked out my room, only to wish I hadn't. There he was with Holly, the pack w***e, making out. It hurt me to see that, but then I was the one that asked for it. I walked right pass them making sure they couldn't see the tears falling. He is my brother and will only be my brother. I will let him go and I will move on with someone else.

I walked in the kitchen and sat on the chair, apple in hand, but I wasn't hungry. I sat there for what seemed like hours staring at the apple. I didn't notice my mother walk in. "Is everything okay sweetie?"

"Everything is like it's suppose to be mom." with that I got up and made my way to the door. I thanked god for it because Jaron walks in arms around Holly. I quickly move to my car. I get in and put the volume up on max not caring about nothing. I make it to school 5 minutes too early.

I sit there reading and eating the tasteless apple. Lola? There was only silence. I looked up and meet the eyes of Kuname. "What's wrong boo?!"

"Nothing." I lied but it didn't work. He knows me to well.

"Don't lie to me or I'm gonna go gay style on you!" he said putting his hands on his hips. That brought a smile to my face but only lasted seconds before I felt pain in my chest! Tears rolled down my face. He's mating! The images came to my eyes. Jaron with Holly in my bedroom.

Holly digging in his back. They move together as one. "Harder! mmmmmmm" her moaning as he goes in deeper in her.

How could he! The pain felt like I was dying! He mated with her! he doesn't want me, I gave up. I let darkness eat me. Take me where I can't come back, ever again.

Kuname's p.o.v:

She fell! She was perfect but she just fell in pain! I got to my knees and put her head in my lap. "HELP! SOMEONE CALL 911!" people were gathered around us. Some talking on the phone, others looking. I repeated "Stay with me Bells! I can't lose you!" by the third time I said it, I was in tears.

I have loved Bella from afar. Always being the shoulder she cried on and the person to be there for her. I told her I was gay to be closer to her. I know I have a mate out there but I can't stop my feelings for her. She had her eyes opened but she seemed in a different place. Her eyes slowly started to close and heart beat going slower and slower by the second.

"Bella! please stay with me! please." I looked at her with my blurry vision, hoping she can hear me.

"I've loved you" Were her last words with a tear falling, she closed her eyes and her heart beat was no more.

Jaron's p.o.v:

"Come on baby" Holly purred in my ear. I grabbed her by the waist and put her on my lap. She started kissing my neck but I felt disgusted. I could only think of Bella, my Bella. NO! she left me! I don't care about her! Screw her! I pulled Holly up by the hair and kissed her like she was my only love. I moved my hand in her pants and started rubbing her.

Her moan was like a dying cow but I don't care. I got sick of it and flipped us on the bed. She started taking my belt off and took her thong off. I ripped her shirt off and took her breast in my hand playing with it. I shoved inside her and started out slow but knowing her it was not good.

So I went in deeper and harder. "Harder! mm" she purred and I went deeper and cummed inside her with her cumming next. I got off her and laid next to her. Then I felt it. A pain so deep like half of me died.

"Mate!" Lou yelled "what about her? I don't care!" I barked at him. "She's dead." And he blocked me out. She's dead? No! he's lying! The pain grew more and I couldn't breath. Next thing I know my mom comes in my room tears rolling down her eyes.

"She's dead! my baby girl is dead!" She looked at me with wild eyes blood red. She looked at Holly with wide eyes. "You killed her" she said pointing at me. She closed my door slowly without ever leaving my eyes.

I quickly changed and ran to my car. I raced to the hospital. I asked her Bella Goodwin. 4th floor! I got there and in the waiting room was my family and Kuname, all with blood shot eyes. They looked at me and turned their heads away when they realized I wasn't the doctor. Just my parents looked at me.

Dad with calm eyes but my mom with eyes that would kill. I sat by my dad and asked "Is she okay?"

"She's alive, but dead at the same time." I looked at him in the eyes and I could see the pain he felt of having his only girl in the hospital fighting for her life.

"What happened?" I asked not knowing my mom would try to rip my heart out! "YOU KILLED HER! SHE COULD'NT HANDLE THE PAIN OF HER MATE WITH A w***e! YOU MATED WITH HOLLY AND SHE FELT IT, BUT IN PAIN! SHE GAVE UP! AND NOW SHES HERE!"

I don't get it! She wasn't there looking! My dad saw the confusion in my eyes.

"You don't know?" he asked me " no, how did she know?!" I asked confused and feeling guilty.

"Mates know when one of them is cheating. They feel a pain so deep and hurtful. They even see though THEIR eyes and see what they see, she saw you and Holly, Jaron" with that he got up and walked my mom out the room.

I killed her, but she left me! She didn't want me! "Did you ask her the reasons!? Did u?! NO YOU DID'NT!" Lou barked at me and blocked me out. I didn't! I wasn't thinking!

Please moon goddess if you can hear me save my Bella, please.