May The Werecat Book three

forgive me

chapter 22

Erick pov

i knew we needed to have that talk, and i dreaded it but it had to be done, i thought we had this talk years ago, but i guess we need to talk again, once everyone was settled, and they went back into the hall, we went up to our room, changed then set down in front of each other, “Alright you wanted to talk, you go first, and i will listen, after your done then i will say my say,”

“Alright, fine then i will start, You knew when i found out about the supernatural, we talked about this time and time again, and this stupid doctor gave me the blood of the of the moon goddess daughter, after i got stabbed, why couldn’t you just let me die Erick, i think i would had been better off, im sorry but that is how i feel. with all the drama from the start go and then i had to shift to kill a rogue, and that was painful as hell, i felt like every bone that broke i would have to take a huge breath so i wouldn't be able to scream, i'm so sick of feeling that everyone had lied to me, so feel free to explain to me what went on for the eight years that i was in a coma,” I listened to May, to my ears she sounded like a girl that was having a fit like a child, she has had eight years to get settled and to get use to this, this pisses me off, she is blaming everyone and not helping herself, so i finally have had enough, so i let lose on her, i didn't mean to be so pissed off with her, but this is the only way for her to get through this, so i let loose on her,

“You know what May, you sound like a spoiled brat, I saved you because i loved you with all my heart, you want to die, well next time I won't save you, i will just let you rot. this family loves you, we are trying to help you May, if you want to leave we will not stop you from leaving but i've had enough of being blamed, okay you didn't want to be this, so why not talk to the moon goddess and she will helped you through this, she will take your cat away and you will be human again, other then that, i'm done with this conversation, i'm tired of walking on eggshells whenever your upset. enough is enough May, and i'm done here, i'm going to go back to that dance and i'm going to have a good time, its up to you if you want to join me,” i get up from my seat open the bedroom door and left, im tired of being tired of feeling guilty, I’m sick of it, I’m going to go back have a few drinks and have a blast with or with out her, f**k it,

May pov

after i explained how i felt and why he couldn't had just let me die, he told me the reason and then he went off on me, maybe i have been acting like a spoiled b***h, well a big b***h because all i been doing is whining about being supernatural, when all they been doing is trying to help me, wow i have been being a b***h a big one at that, i knew he went back to the dance, so to get his attention and tell him how sorry I was, i need to dress more sexier that i am now, so i went to my closet and i picked out the sexest dress i could fine, i took another shower to get the sweat off of me got out dried off and i got dressed in a mini pink sleeveless dress that showed off my every curve, my breast was pushed up just a little, as i put on my matching knee high pink books, i did my hair in a messy bun did a little makeup put my jewelry on than i was done, hopefully he won't still be mad at me, i left the room and went back to the dance. when i opened the doors to the hall i smelled my mate, he was talking to a couple when he sniffed the air and his eyes landed on me, he excused himself and hurried to me, he took my hand and lead me to the dance floor,”if this is your way of asking for forgiveness then you are forgiving,” i couldn't help but smile, “I'm sorry i’ve been a b***h, i just couldn't let go of my human life,”

“May you don't have to give up your human life, you still can keep your friends, and whatever family you have, you don't have to disappear from the face of this earth, you didn't even have to quit your job, so i don't even know why you did that, but everything is fine, just take a deep breath and relax, i'm not going anywhere May. unless you want me to,”

“I never want you yo go anywhere Erick,”

“Good because i'm not going anywhere,” he pulled me close to him and held me tightly kissing me passionately, ‘Shall we leave now or wait until the dance is over?” i looked around and saw so many having a good time and meeting their mates for the first time, others had not found there mates, but the night wasn't over yet, some packs came a little late and they were just now entering the hall. “Come on let's get out of here, I'm sure they will not miss us at all, we hurried out of the hall knowing full well that some noticed that we were leaving. but i didn't care i was going to enjoy being with my mate