Chapter 4 Blake counted the days with as much eagerness as Felix. While Blake was out at work, Felix wasn’t cast in anything until after Rami’s visit, so there wasn’t much for him to do except wait. During all that waiting time, he did a lot of thinking, which led to a lot of overthinking. If Felix wasn’t pestering him to make a decision about being a godparent, Blake often came home to Felix asking him about some conclusion he had drawn. “Honey, what if Rami decides not to be friends with me after he visits?” “Blake, what if I’ve been catfished this whole time?” “Babe, what will happen to my s*x life after I retire from porn?” Some nights Blake was too tired to give an answer other than, “You’ll be fine.” However, there was one night a week before Rami’s arrival that Felix specifical