Abused queen (dark romance)

Eight

I don’t even know when I actually fell asleep because they were going at it for so long and even my tears dried before they got tired, but I knew my husband he wasn’t one to get tired quickly if those three days I spend with him had taught me anything, the room smelled of s*x, and when you were nit the having it, the smell is fucken disgusting, and the thought that I was now tied to the man sleeping on the bed with someone else was also disgusting but I knew there was nothing I could do to change it, and I knew this was my fate, but I still had hope that things where going to be better in the morning, that maybe Sam was drunk and he had forgotten our vows to each other, I still had hope and the love I still harbored for him, he was my husband, after all, all those thoughts came before I actually fell asleep

When I woke up the next morning the girl was still sleeping on the bed her arms around my husband who was giving her his back, stupid me gave me hope that it was just s*x, I got up and I unplugged the blow-up bed and went for a shower while both of them were still sleeping in our matrimonial bed, the picture that will haunt me for the rest of my life hearing your husband f*****g someone in your presence, it was humiliation, the pain, the regret, hope, and Cindy's words kept playing in my head over and over again it was all true I was too blind and naive to see it, to see who Sam really was.

When I came out of the shower, I was welcomed by loans and groaned both of them giving me the view that will haunt me, and all the hope I had was gone, okay I still a little, I loved him and that loved wasn’t going to diminish in just a day, the woman bent on her knees on the bed, while my husband was penetrating deep in her, making her fake boobs jump up and down while she screamed on top of her lungs just to irritate me. I wanted to look away but I count I wanted to see what she had that I didn’t, why did my husband want her and not me, it was naïve but him doing this made me doubt myself, he was my first so I had no experience at all

He stopped for a second and gave me a sinister smile, and he slapped her ass growling "damn you fucken tight babe" and his lips went to her shoulder and hit her, yes I was still there looking at them with my glassy eyes but I refused to cry in front of him, in front of that slut

I left the room and went to have breakfast with the family just to keep my mind from thinking about them, I only found Joey and Amanda there both his parents left to their vacation the moment they where released from their juries as king and queen they seem eager to go easy from the castle but who would blame them they been tied to the kingdom for thirty-six years, I sat down and the maid gave me a howl of fruit and orange juice same as yesterday, it was bizarre because I didn’t ask for them but I was not even hungry so I didn’t mind at all, I was so in my thought that I didn’t even greet the siblings and they didn’t ask why, and Joey broke the ice by talking first and I didn’t miss Amanda’s eyes that were saying I told you so!

"So I called your brother last night and he seemed nice enough so we hanging out tonight at the movies" he was smiling wide and I was for them and I actually forgot to call Mike and tell him the prince was going to call him, but I guess he didn’t mind

"That's nice, I hope you two have fun" I wasn’t really into the conversation but I engaged in it because my thoughts were driving me crazy, and maybe talking about something else was going to help me nit think too much, or make me forget what I just saw in my room

"You look pale and your eyes are swollen, and red, did you sleep alright last night?" Joey said and as I was about to answer That's when the devil himself stepped in the room, and answered for me, his hand in my shoulder and his lips on my cheek and I fought the edge to cringe at his touch

"Of cause she slept alright she's the queen why won't she? right babe?” he said and gave me a peck on my lips making my stomach turn but I just smiled and gave a small nod

Amanda gave me a raised eyebrow and I just smiled and George came in and gave me the schedule for the day, including where me and Sam going out hand in hand and gave a speech to the people and kissed for the first time in front of them as the new king and queen. The thought already had my already turning stomach cringe and I stood up and ran to the bathroom and threw up the juice I had forced my self to drink so that I was not starving myself, I didn’t want him to touch me, I felt sick at the thought of kissing him after touching someone else

"Michaela baby are you alright?" Sam came running after me and found me kneeling on the toilet bowl gagging, but didn’t stop me from giving him my snaky response, and I don’t know why he came after me in the first place was it to impress his siblings, and that thought made me even angrier than I was

"I'm fine and can you stop with the pretense, I can't stand it anymore," I said shouting and I regretted it immediately when I found myself being lifted my neck and being choked on the wall and my feet dangling from the floor, the air was leaving my lungs in response of the lack of oxygen, and I fought his hands off my thought still gasping for air, but they were locked tight on my throat

"Watch your mouth little one, you don't want to see me angry and this is your last warning understand?" His voice was silent, but sinister showing off the threat and the intention of actually doing what he promised which was hurt me, more than he was actually doing

I gave him a nod my head could manage under the circumstances because I couldn’t talk and he let me fall on the floor coughing, and clutching my neck to soothe the burning pain, running it slightly, tears fell freely but my eyes never left his because I was not sure he if he won’t come for me again

"Now make sure the makeup artists cover up those red marks on your neck before we go out in front of my people and the press and make sure to be on your best behavior today or I'm going to punish you tonight, now go change those filthy clothes you wearing and wear the clothes I placed on the bed for you, including the underwear you look fucken disgusting grey doesn’t suit you!"

He turned and left me on the floor feeling hopeless, angry, and finally, a son left my lips, is this life I was going to live, is this my life now, I said there looking at the bathroom floor afraid that my husband will come back and finish the job!