**Tillie POV**
As magical as last night was, I know today is going to be a really hard day. Today could change everything. Jake is still asleep with me tucked safely in his arms listening to his heart beat. I could wake up like this for the rest of my life, but I don’t want to get my hopes up. I cheated on him and never told him. There’s no way around that.
“What are you thinking about so early in the morning,” he says in a husky, gravelly voice.
“How’d you know I was thinking about something? Your eyes aren’t even open?” I ask, poking him in the chest. A sleepy chuckle vibrating in his chest as he opens his eyes and looks down at me.
“Seriously. What’s going on in that pretty little head of yours?” he asks again, my hopes for a future with him faltering in my mind as he looks at me wi
