Zelia I have no idea where I am when I wake up. For a moment I lie motionless with my eyes closed, trying to figure out what the sounds are that woke me up. The memories are cold water over me as I remember every detail of the previous night. I only open my eyes partially and look around. The last thing I want is for Jehan to see that I am awake. Last night there was at least the dark to partially cover my shame, but in bright sunlight, there will be no hiding. I am just in time to see him leave and I let go of the breath that I was holding. Without wasting any more time, I jump out of bed and get dressed. Everything else can wait till later. I need to be dressed before he returns. Once I am dressed, I make our beds and tidy up the cabin. I bite my bottom lip as I look around. What am