After I told her everything I had to get out of there being around her without taking her was hard. I couldn't yet her life had just been tipped upside down she had learnt truths she had handled it alot better than I thought she would have. But I still had to be completely honest with her after everything she's already been through I couldn't handle the thought of being another male to hurt her. I know I would eventually but it would have been with warning. Her eyes fully open to what the outcomes would and could be. Truthfully I couldn't see myself ever letting her go but that's just how I felt right now. I know who I am what my traits are and loosing interest was definitely one of them. It why this job was perfect to me always a new buisness adventure always a new bad guy to take down no
