MY SUNSHINE (JOONGDUNK FANFIC)

Chapter1 I’m confessing my 3yrs unrequited love to the most popular guy in school kluen. I’m nuew by the way. And this is my last chance to tell him about my feeling before I move to Canada to study for high school. I don’t want to but im still underage to live alone, my family decided to move to Canada because my dad and my brother will be working there. Oh by the way the person im confessing to is a guy. His my classmate. We are not talking that much maybe for the past 3 years I only talk to him for like 5 times. Hahahah funny coz way I like him? That is also my question to my self. My friends even ask me why, but how would I know? I just fell and that’s it. “ hey! Are really going to do it? “ Nat ask me his my bff here. “yes! If I will not do it now, when will it be? And I’m ready to be rejected by the way, I’m not hoping for a good response. At least I got to say before I leave.” Its 50% true I’m even ready to be punch, funny right? Will who would like it if a guy will ask you out. To make it worst the one you are not talking to. Im sure he don’t even know my name. “will if you really made up your mind, good luck” “yeah I guess I need it.” Hmmm where can I find him? I look at the time o I guess his in the library right now and taking a nap. Do I look like a creepy stalker? Haha I made way to the library and go the most remote side that no one come, and there he is the love of my life sleeping. I took my phone and I take a picture without him knowing I know its not good but can I have at least this. Because his sleeping im hesitating if I will wake him up but maybe his tired. “ you might not know me but Im always at your back for 3 years looking at your back. Liking you is the happiest moment for me. Even though I know its impossible. But I cant help it. I like you kluen.” “that’s disgusting….” My heart sunk the moment I hear his voice. And he open his eyes.. “ I—I’m sorry for disturbing you… excuse me..” I ran as fast as I can coz my tears are flossing like crazy. I heard him calling to me but I can’t face him already. I know I said im ready to be rejected but dammn its still hurt especially when he said its disgusting. I feel my heart turn into pieces. “its ok nuew you will find new love someday.” Nat said to me. “ I don’t think I can find again. Its ok! I leave every thing here and move on.” “yes!!! That’s the spirit.. forget and find new love.” “ thank you nat for coming. Keep in touch ok? I’ll see you when I come to visit.” “visit? Your planning of staying there for good?” “ it will depend I think. And its good also I think.” As I go inside the airport.. goodbye kluen. I hope I can forget you someday. [CANADA] 4 years later……… “Nuew are you sure you will be fine there alone?” “Zee I will be fine. And nat will be in same university so I will be fine, and you will be there after a few months right?” “ yes! But it will be after 6 months.” “zee! I will be fine. You already prepare everything for me there. My dorm is prepare what can I ask for?” “I’m not there to take care of you.” “HIA!!!!” “HAHAHA OKOK YOUR NOT A BABY ANYMORE!!! But what can I do your my baby brother.” “hia your gross!! Your brother complex is so extreme.” “of course your my only brother, my only family.” “ohh I know.. your all i have also.” I’m going back to Thailand after 4 years.. to study there. My brother got relocated again back to Thailand. Im excited coz I will be with my friends again. We keep in touch. As for kluen. I only hear one news about him. That he transfer school also. And that’s it. as for my feeling for him. Will it never change but I can manage already and most likely we will not meet ever. So its ok. I enrolled in art collage. …….. [Thailand] “Nuew!!!! Wow… looking good!! You become ummmm pretty?” “ayyy!! Nat.. pretty? Really? You want some kick in your head?” “hahaha no no kidding you really look pretty. Are you inlove?” “hah? No I’m not! Ayyy lets go I want to rest for a bit and go to uni to finalize my enrollment.” “oh ok.” ……. [university] "hay nuew!!! have you heard?" " what? heard about what?" "oh hoh! you've been selected to compete for miss and mr university!" "WHAT?!!! but I never audition or something.. how come?" "oh maybe they heard your the number 1 in our faculty maybe thats the reason " "[sign] nat I don't have any experience over that!!!" " I know... then you can come and tell them that you would not like to enter, but i heard the seniors are scary" "Nat your not helping at all." "oi just try,for some experience you know." "uh uh uh!! I bet it's you who put my name there!