Sebastián’s POV
I hurried up the stairs. I needed to get away from her. I don't know what happens to me every time I see her, and seeing her today in that tiny pajama made it worse for my mind and body.
Now, in the calmness of my room, I allowed myself to breathe calmly and forget what just happened.
But it's difficult to do when I have an erection that not even a cold shower will eliminate. I have no choice but to take matters into my own hands.
Tomorrow, without fail, I will go see Ximena. I need to satisfy these desires I have.
I'm standing in front of the sink, looking at how pathetic I am and how much of an i***t I have become. I can't deny that this loneliness is sinking me deeper every day, but I don't want to go out. I don't even make the slightest attempt to do so. I'm fine l
