December 24.
Christmas came, I can hear Christmas songs playing on the hallway. Yesterday, a lot of them are so excited about something and soon I realized, they asked some staffs to buy them things that they will give their fellow participants as Christmas gifts. While me, I didn't bother to asked one. I am not planning to go outside and celebrate the Christmas with them. Maghapon akong magbabasa ng libro. I will enjoy myself just like what I did through the passing years.
I don't want to leave this room.
Hindi sa nakakaramdam ako ng hiya kundi dahil sanay na ako na hindi isine-celebrate ang okasyon. Sa tagal kong nasa Hospital, regalo lang naman ang nagsasabi sa akin na pasko na, bukod doon ay wala na. Kailan ko nga ba huling naramdaman ang tunay na pasko? Noong nabubuhay pa ang Daddy
