4. Terry
I start to wake up hearing ‘Hello. Hello! HELLO! WAKE UP!’ I shake my head while sitting up on my bed. I look around my room. It’s still dark outside. I look over at my alarm clock. It’s only three am, why in the hell am I awake? ‘I don’t know. Maybe because I told you to wake the hell up!’ I jump up out of my bed, looking around my room for whoever is talking. “Who are you! Where are you!” I’m scared shitless that someone wants to hurt me. They love to come into my room when I’m sleeping to hurt me, especially Dirk and Kasey. ‘I would never hurt you. I’m Mattis, your wolfs spirit I’m apart of you. I would never hurt you.’ I sit back down on my bed. “So, I am a werewolf and not human. Well, I guess that’s a relief. Now I know what I am even if I don’t know where I come from. It’s nice to finally meet you Mattis.” I can actually feel him prowling in my mind. It’s strange and something I guess I will have to get used to.
‘I’m sorry, Terry, that I was not here to help you when you were younger. What happen should never happen to anyone, no matter if they are human or not.’ I scoot back to lean against my headboard. “It’s not your fault, Mattis. I just want to know why we were left here, why our parents didn’t want us. Or if something happened to them.” He curls up in my head. “What I want to know is how am I able to talk to you? I was told that this stupid collar would make it so I cannot morph or talk to you.” I say pulling at this hateful thing that is being used to keep me as a prisoner in this Pack. ‘I don’t know where we come from or exactly who we are, but I can tell you we are special. We are a very strong wolf. I have to admit I’m glad for the collar right now because our body is not strong enough for us to morph.’ This makes me stop and think.
“If what you are saying is true, Which I’m not saying your lying. I think we need to let everyone think that either we are human or that the collar is working. I don’t want anyone knowing that I can talk to you or they will know something is up.” I get up to go and take my shower. ‘I agree, if they know it would be easy to connect the dots that you would have a very strong wolf. I’m going to take a nap. Pushing forward in your head with that damn collar on took all my strength.’ I finish getting cleaned up and walk out of my room. The Packhouse is deserted and quiet. Maybe I can get some of the extra chores done. There is only a couple of things left to get done. The Alpha and Luna will get here in three days. We will have the Alpha Ceremony in five days.
I got a couple more of the chores down. I finished with the gardens out front. Now all that has to be done is the back gardens. I’m in the process of putting the breakfast foods on the side boards. Now I’m cooking the omelets for Dirk and Kasey. I have my back to the door when a smell of pineapples reaches my nose. I feel Mattis stir in my head chanting ‘Mate, our Mate is here. Hurry turn around!’ I stand straight up and turn around slowly. I walk back to the stove with my head down putting the cheese on the omelets. I really don’t want anyone in this horrible Pack to be my mate. I lift my head up slowly to see Kasey staring straight at me with a look of shock on her face. I look back down. ‘Is that who I think it is from your memories? No, No. Please tell me that is not the Future Luna Kasey. The one who has abused us since day one.’ I think to him. ‘The one and the same.’
‘I’m sorry Mattis, I will not Mate with that crazy she-wolf’ I continue to get out the plates and putting their breakfast on them. I put them on the counter in front of her. I went on to wipe down my counters and started cleaning the kitchen. I was relieved when I heard the door open and close with her scent leaving. I take a deep breath. ‘There is nothing to be sorry about Terry. I wouldn’t want you to mate her. She is evil.’ I start washing the dishes, keeping to myself. I hear a commotion coming from right outside the door. Next thing I know, Lucy is storming into the kitchen in tears. “Lucy, what’s wrong?” She looks at me, shaking her head no. She walks straight to the back door leading to the stairs and disappears. The door opens and Dirk pops his head in. Gives me a dirty look and leaves. That was weird.
I step out into the dining area and make sure everyone is gone. I start to clean up the sideboards. I pull my cart loading it up with the dishes when I feel a hand on my waist. I come to a complete standstill when the smell of pineapples reaches my nose. I can feel her breath on the back of my neck. “I want you to do exactly what I tell you to do understand me or I will make you regret it.” I could feel the shiver of fear working its way up my spine. I nod my head, not trusting my voice not to c***k. I can hear Mattis growling in my head. “You will come to my room in two hours alone and ready to do what I want you to do, understand.” I let out a deep breath “Yes, Luna.” She licks from my neck up to my ear. I shiver in disgust. Wanting to badly pull away from her. “Good don’t forget what happens when you don’t do as your told.” She turns and leaves. I look around, of course no one was here to see what she had just done. Not that anything would have been done about it if they had.
I kept doing my chores, not wanting to think of what might happen when I had to go to Kasey's room. ‘Nothing is going to happen. I won’t let it.’ I can’t help the laugh that escapes me. ‘Just what are you going to do about it Mattis?’ I have this stupid collar on. It’s not like he can keep me safe when he is locked in my head. ‘I will make sure we don’t get hard. What can she do if we can’t get hard.’ I breathed a sigh of relief. I don’t want to give Kasey my virginity. I want to save that for the person that I love. I would say my mate, but knowing Kasey is actually is my mate. I would rather die than give it to her.
The alarm clock on my watch goes off. I have ten minutes to get to Kasey’s room to be on time. I gather my cleaning supplies and put them up in the closet. I start to make my way when Lucas steps into my path. “Dog, there is a mess in the bathroom. Clean it now.” I know better than to say anything to him. I go back to the closet and get the cleaning supplies back out and go to the bathroom. I open the door to see him standing there waiting. “There dog, there is s**t all over the floor. Clean it up.” I get the bleach and wipes, getting down on my knees to start to clean it up. “No dog, you lick it clean.” I tried backing away knowing what was coming next. I feel the kick on my back making me land on my belly. Then he puts his foot on the back of my neck, forcing my face into the pile of s**t. I feel like I’m going to die of suffocation when he finally lets me up. I hear him and his goons laughing as they all walk away. I get up cleaning off my face. Then I clean up the mess on the floor. Looking at the time, I now Kasey is going to be pissed.
I make it to Kasey’s rooms and knock on her door. I hear her yell from the other side. “Come in.” I walk into her room. Closing the door quietly. I look up and see her posing on her bed with a see-through night dress on. ‘Oh, sweet mother of Goddess, I’m blind. Get me out of here, Terry, before I’m blinded for life! Sorry Terry but I’m outta here!’ Are you kidding me? I feel him hiding in the back of my mind with his back towards me. I make sure I’m looking at the floor after walking into her room and seeing her on the bed. “Come over here dog.” I start to head towards her. I stop just out of arms reach. “I said come here, NOW!” She screeches at me. I reluctantly go right up to the bed. She sits up on her knees and faces me with an evil smile on her face.
Kasey was running her hands up and down my chest when Dirk busted through the door. He stopped and stared right at us. “Kasey” he said very calmly. “What are you doing dressed like that with this piece of s**t? Touching him no less?” Kasey is looking at Dirk while her hand travels down to Terry’s privates, rubbing him. “I can’t help it, Dirk. He is my mate even though I don’t want him as a mate. I want him as a s*x toy.” I shiver in disgust as I concentrate on not getting hard. Dirt stomps over to us. “My mom and dad are here. We will talk about this later. Take him to the Torture Room.” Now I’m scared shitless. I turn and start to run away when I feel a sharp pain on my head. Then complete darkness descends on me.