21. Emery It has been almost a week since Terry’s collar has been taken off. I have been training him hard. Not giving him time to breathe in between exercising. Even when I spare with him, I’m going all out. It got so bad that Chris even approached me two days ago. Telling me that I need to calm down on his training. I’m pushing him too hard too fast. I sigh thinking back to our training sessions. He might be right. I let out a sigh. I just can’t help it. Every time I see Terry’s face, I remember what Lucy and him looked like cuddled up on that hospital bed. They were facing each other. Lucy had her arms curled up in between them and Terry’s arms were wrapped around her. Their mouths so close an inch more and they would be kissing. I know that he doesn’t feel the mate pull. I just can’