31. Lucy
It has been two days since I locked myself in my room. I have been in the corner curled up in a ball. It only took a whole day for me to stop crying over all the lost I have suffered since coming back here. I should have just stayed at the Palace. At least then I wouldn’t have to deal with any of this. I sigh while I still feel all the pain in my chest from Dirk being killed. I could have dealt with that pain with no problem. I was actually happy that he was dead. Star wasn’t in any pain losing her mate. Maybe its because we are the special healing wolf or its because we were never accepted as his mate. What hurt the most was realizing how much I have hurt Terry. He is my best friend my family and I almost destroyed him. I could see it in his face when I left the office that day.
