Alfonso:
This morning was enjoyable. Things have been pretty dull since our last battle, and I was craving a little violence. I have always craved violence, ever since my first kill. It was such a great release. Without it, I would become agitated and look for fights. I hated fighting with Asher and Elliot, but sometimes I couldn't help it. It was easy to get Elliot pissed off, even easier to knock him down. Our father and Asher make sure I don't go too far. My wolf will be bloodthirsty when I first shift. There will be a lot of bloodshed by me. I know I am an asshole, but at least I understand myself. I know what I want. Most people can't say that.
Sexual release also helps with violent cravings. That is why when I find our mate, I'm going to mark with or without her consent. Then I am
