James I let Gillian pick out the suit that I would be wearing tonight. She insisted that I wear my five-piece dark blue suit with a white button-up. When I was dressed, I checked my hair and suit in the mirror of our bathroom one last time. I went out to the front of the packhouse with Carson to wait with everyone else. We had set up the space in front of the packhouse under the large oak trees for this special occasion. Gillian and her family were over at her parent's house and that included her grandmother, Michelle, who was apparently fussing over her bouquet. Michelle was Freddie’s mom and she liked to fuss over Micah and Gillian our whole lives. Micah had kept me informed of their progress and said he was trying to hurry his mom and Gillian along. Their mom had to make the dress