The longer we kissed, the more I felt myself enjoying his touch. I could feel myself becoming wetter, and the discomfort disappeared, replaced with the feeling of pure pleasure.
"Does that feel good, princess?" Henry asked, breaking our kiss. I didn't respond; I was too shy. I felt my cheeks become flushed at the thought of responding to his question. He moved his finger faster, thrusting deeper into my core; I felt something coming. I was going to release myself on his hand. I was panting and moving under him. I was so overwhelmed. He moved even quicker, and I could hold myself back. I closed my eyes and reached for hair, pulling it as I released myself on his hand, letting out a scream of utter pleasure. I was somewhere else; my body relaxed against his. I kept my eyes closed, letting the feeling of pleasure wash over me. I could believe I had let me do that to me and that it felt that great. I never thought a werewolf could make me feel this way, even if they were my mate. I hate myself for taking pleasure from him, but it couldn't be helped. Henry and I had to mate, and the night was just beginning. He was only preparing me for what was coming next.
I couldn't believe I took pleasure from him, and I would hate myself for that as long as I lived. I was going to hate myself more for what was coming next. He would full-mate me, meaning I would lose my virginity to him. I know he is my mate and that want we are supposed to do. Still, I'm not too fond of it. I didn't want this.
"Princess," Henry called; I looked over him. He was naked now. I looked away, my cheeks turning red. I didn't want to see him not like that. I knew if I did, the mate bond would pull me closer to him. I felt him lift my hand and force it against his naked chest. He made me touch him, and he made me feel his muscular form. He was very muscular, as all werewolves are. That didn't surprise me one bit. I knew he was strong.
"Look at me, please," Henry asked, his voice full of heartache. I could feel the dull ache he was filling in his heart because of the mate bond. I couldn't help but look at him. I saw him leaning over me; I could help but stare at him. He was so broad; I knew he was a large man but seeing his nakedness was different. I could study every muscle; he was covered in scars. Some of them looked like they had been painful battle wounds. Others are likely from training. I study him for a moment, his eyes never leaving mine. My eyes feel lower and lower, then I saw it. I saw his erect member positioned near my throbbing core. His member was thick and long; the head had what I believe to be pre-c*m dripping from the tip. I felt fear overtake me, that would be inside me. How could it? No, it would be too painful. I looked away again and thought about running into the bathroom. I started to move quickly and tried to make my escape. But I felt his hands grab ahold my mine, pinning me in place.
"No!" I screamed, fighting against his grip. But he won't let me go and pinned my hands above my head. I felt tears stream started down my face. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't see, and my heart was being so hard in my chest.
"Shhh, it's okay, princess," Henry said, kissing me with force. I fought against his lips, pulling away from his kiss.
"Let me go!" I screamed, fighting against him. I could feel his sadness and angrier through the mate bond. It made my heartache.
"I don't want this. I don't want you. Please get off me, please!" I screamed into his face. I didn't care who would hear us. I didn't care if my mother or his father could hear us. I didn't care if the guards or the maids could either. I didn't want this, not now, not ever. I want to reject him, and I don't care if he marked me or not. I don't belong to him. I will never belong to him or to anyone. I tried hard to summon my power, anything, but I was too weak from the heat. It was draining everything from me.
"Calm down, please," Henry said, letting go of my hands but pressing his weight on me so I couldn't move. I felt his member against my thigh as I struggle to free myself. I could stop myself and started to hit my fist against his chest. He didn't move and, taking my blows, unfazed. I quickly grew tired, and no longer had the energy. I felt so weak, but I had nothing left. I had no energy, no magic, and I could fight him anymore. I felt the dull heat coming back, and it hurt so much.
"Feel better?" Henry asked, looking completely unfazed. I turned away and refused to look at him. I could feel him lingering over my body, and our naked skin pressed together. His touch was the only thing calming my heat. I couldn't bear not touch him. I need his touch. Something inside of me needed him. The tears from my eyes stopped falling, and my breathing slowed down. I felt Henry still lingering over me, and his heart was beating rapidly in his chest.
"It's going to be okay, princess. Just relax. Take a moment and just breathe." Henry said, his voice becoming sweet. I felt his hand caressing my breast, kneading them gently.
"I am calming your heat and making you feel good. Just relax and breathe." Henry said as he kept touching my breasts. I didn't have the energy to fight him. I didn't have the willpower either. I could feel the bond pulling him let him touch me. The mate bond wanted me to feel pleasure from him. I relaxed my body and focused on the feeling of his touch. The tingles from his touch were enjoyable. A small amount of pleasure came from his touch, and a moan left my lips. I looked up and Henry and saw a grin on his face. He was handsome for a werewolf. He noticed I was looking at him and leaned down, holding his lips just above mine. I want him to kiss my lips, but he didn't move. I licked my bottom lip and leaned forward, touching his lips. He gladly accepted my kiss, and our lips moved together. Our bodies pressed against each other, lips moving together. It was what my body wanted, even if my mind did not. I wouldn't think about it any longer. It was going to happen, so I had to accept it. Henry and I will mate tonight, and there is nothing I can do to prevent it. I relaxed my body, letting him touch me however he wanted. I could feel him touching my breast, gently pulling and twisting my n*****s. I let moans, letting myself enjoy the feeling. I pulled myself closer to Henry, wrapping my arms around his neck and deepening our kiss. Henry seemed please with this and started teasing my breast more, twisting my n*****s harder than before. I felt a shot of pain erupt from my n****e, but I didn't dislike it. Henry broke our kiss and looked down at me. The grin on his face was so cute.
"I'm going to touch you again down there. Okay?" Henry said. I nodded my head, knowing what he meant. I felt his hand leave my breast and work its way down my stomach. Henry kept his eye directly on me, watching my reactions as he inserted his finger into my core, thrusting it deep into my folds. I let out a moan pulling him closer as I felt him touch my wetness. Henry worked his finger into my p***y, getting me ready for him. I could hear how wet I have become as he moved his finger in and out of p***y. It was uncomfortable like last time. I was enjoying it, but he stopped suddenly, pulling his finger from inside.
"I was making sure you were wet. I'm going spread your legs and enter that pretty little p***y of yours now. It's going to hurt at first, but I will be as gentle as possible." Henry said I knew that I couldn't fight back. It was going to happen, and Henry was going to take my virginity. I took a deep breath and nodded my head.
"I love you," Henry said, kissing me. I received his kiss, moving my lips in along with his. He bit my bottom lips, and I opened my mouth for him so his tongue could explore my mouth. While we were kissing, I could feel him moving my legs and positioning himself. I let him do what he needed, focusing my full attention on the kiss. I could feel him in position, and I felt him shove the tip of this d**k into my p***y. He breached me just a little. The pain from the thrust made me close my eyes. Henry quickly pulled out, spreading my legs wider for him before thrusting into me again, breeching my body and thrusting his full member into me. A scream tore through my throat. Henry didn't move, and he rested against me, waiting for the pain to disappear. I knew it wouldn't get any better unless he started to move, so I broke the kiss.
"Please," I said, gripping his neck tighter. Henry understood and started to move, thrusting into my p***y. I felt like I was going to break into two. The pain burned intensely inside. I couldn't help but scream again, but Henry didn't stop. He plummeted to my core over and over again—each thrust with deeper and deeper stretching my insides. Our breathing became erratic. I could feel tears streaming down my face, and my legs were trembling. I couldn't help but grab hold of his hair, pulling at it. I tried to focus on my breathing and not the pain. I held tightly to Henry as he kept thrusting into me. The searing pain was dissolving. I started to enjoy the movement. He kept thrusting into my body, his moves becoming faster and rougher. He was still holding onto my breast, but his movements became rougher. I couldn't help but arch my back for him. He took this as an invitation and moved faster. I reached down with my other hand touching his bareback, pulling him closer to me. I started rubbing his back, touching him.
"Henry," I moaned as the pain finally lifted. I could feel myself relaxing, pleasure overtaking my body. I don't know how, but I just started moving my hips.
"f**k, princess. I knew you were a virgin, but you are so f*****g tight. You feel so amazing." Henry growled, thrusting deeper. It kept going, our bodies were covered in sweat, and I could feel blood running down my thighs. I could smell it too. The smell of blood, sweat, and s*x filled the air. I could feel Henry getting closer. His movements were becoming so quick, so erratic. I tightened my grip around Henry, holding him close to me. Finally, Henry growled, and I felt the rush of c*m into my womb. His hot, warm seed feeling my insides. I moaned and released myself as well, wetting his d**k and lower stomach. I need to take something, and I need to prevent his child from taking root inside of me. Henry didn't pull out from my womb but kept going, pounding into me like he just didn't c*m inside of me. I had heard about Alphas. They can go for hours, f*****g their mates till they fainted or worse. I was too exhausted to resist, and I would let him do what he wanted. I would let him f**k me however long he needed tonight. I was sure that I would faint sooner or later.