happy not happy ending

Hello everyone I'm Marium, as I'm sitting at the graveyard with heavy rain pouring down on my face thundering again and again, all the graves flowers are blooming by the beautiful colour of their own I'm here today not because of someone died but today I'll bury the pain, the defeat, the dismal, the sorrow, the helplessness, the doubts, the hopelessness, the miserableness, the downcast and all the negative auras that I was carrying all my life with me today is the day I feel like I can renew myself, this rain will wash away the older version of me and I'll change into a complete different person than I was before. but before moving ahead let me tell how it started. MAY 1984 Marium belong to a very conservative family they were 5 sisters and 2 brothers Marium was on number 4th growing up she was always very sensitive because when she was 6 years old when she noticed that her parents fights alot her father Mr. Daniel used to beat her mother so much and one of her sister had schizophrenia (Schizophrenia is a serious mental disorder in which people interpret reality abnormally. Schizophrenia may result in some combination of hallucinations, delusions, and extremely disordered thinking and behavior) so growing up In a family that has financial issues mental issues where mental peace is known as pricy as gold it was really hard for Marium to focus on her true self or to be confident in the world full of beasts beside all of these hurdles Marium was the brightest student in the class. she was the one obedient person in the very early age she used to cook, clean and help in everything with her mother. Marium grown into a beautiful women when her parents decided that she will become a lawyer and started her career in the law school going to the law school she used to face alot of hurdles because her cousin was at the same school and he used to get good grades so Mr. Daniel used to taunt Marium on how bad student she was but in reality she couldn't focus on her studies because of the environment in her family.