(Chapter one( beginning of the deviation
Deviation in general: deviating from the right track or path, and moral deviation: deviating from the laws, controls, and standards set and accepted by society, which is a violation of its regulations, and the practice of behaviors that offend modesty, contradict good morals and values, and cause harm to the perpetrator, his family, and society as a whole.
But the most important question? What is the reason for the deviation?
This is what we will know when we follow the poor girl's deviation and its causes
A girl narrates her love story with a young man: whisper secretly in my ear, come to my side, and hear me talk laced with honey, and approach me so that I can feel your heat, as if you were a volcano that will explode within moments,,,,,,,,,
I've been with you for a year and a half now,,,,,,
Today, as in the past days, we will meet in the coffee shop that I saved and saved me,,,,,
My cellphone rang, I answered.
He said to me: Hello, are you ready? I will pass by and take you in a few minutes.
As usual, I had nothing left but to hang my earrings in my ears and put the last frills of the decorations,,,,
Also, I always have to re-line my lipstick twice,,,,,,,,,,
Perfume..... his favorite scent (lilac flower)
Hey, I'm ready....
I left the house,,,, we met each other and went to that coffee shop,,,,
We entered and sat at the usual table,,,, even the waiter knows what our favorite drink is each time,,,,
He just points his finger and says, "Your usual drink," so we nodded at him, "Yeah."
The exciting scene began........ I miss loving you
Then he approached with his chair next to me, and he took my hand, and I, of course, with full feelings of silence, just listened to him
But he used to tell me that my eyes shine brighter when I look at him while he talks to me with love
The one who always interrupts the romantic scene is the waiter.
He pulled his hand away and removed his chair. The waiter approached. He was a man in his fifties
And its bleak paths
And in his hand is an old watch that counts the days of misery...and his shoes tell the world's stories of suffering....
He approached and bowed his back to put the coffee cups on the table for us,,,,,,,,,,,, and welcomes us
And as he speaks kindly....would you allow me to intervene????
We replied: Yes uncle, for sure
The waiter said: I did not know you, but I remembered your faces, so you are here in the cafe all days of rain and all days of flower
,, I smiled and said to him: How are you, uncle, tell me your desires?????
He said, "My daughter, I brought you two cards to invite you and your fiancee to attend the wedding of my son...............!!!
He looked at the waiter with a slight smile and told him this is not my fiancée but my love!!!!!!!!!!
We took the cards from him and thanked him,,, and he left with quiet steps
I looked at my lover, the owner of the eternal love scene, and told him that if I am not your fiancée, then why am I your girlfriend?
Isn't it love that culminates in engagement and marriage?
He started stuttering and muttering...an embarrassing situation.
After a while, I asked him why don't we announce our engagement and start a new step? He looked at that look
The bulging, rigid eyes were as if someone had stabbed him with a knife, then he replied: No, no, you know the circumstances.
Consider us thus engaged. I was silent for a moment
I asked him: If your sister were in my position, would you accept for her to have a young man of more than a year accompany her without owning her?
With the engagement ring, he answered me, of course, no, I do not accept this offer and honor.....
The situation intensified, so I spoke to him in a loud tone, so why are you with me all this time? What are you doing?
In my life, didn't you tell me that you are the mother of my children in the future? Didn't you tell me that you will marry me as soon as your circumstances improve?
Materialism, he quickly rectified the situation and said, “I don’t mean…..but we are from a conservative family.”
and me????
I replied, “I am from whose family?” So, the criteria do not differ between my family and yours.
We discussed a lot and he always gave me false justifications in front of one word of truth
It is that a man is permissible in his love to be naked in terms of values, morals and principles,
But he likes to be exposed to women as for him! He does not accept nudity for any of his family
Why should women be containers for your readers? Why do you find pleasure in s****l intercourse with an illegal bond?
Sexual desire though I hesitate, but it fights me and drags me into doing things I don't want to do
I take the mobile phone and call without feeling as if I am responding to his desires without limits
I said to him: Can we see each other without going beyond your limits?
Yes, it is possible, he answered me in a sly way
Even though I know he's lying! But my feelings and instincts push me in an overwhelming way to see him