Now that I got her interest, I'm now deliberating whether to tell her about my not-so-normal relationships or not. For sure, given that she seemed to be more mature in thinking than most girls around me and how she wanted to keep the status quo despite admitting how we had a good thing going between us, she would surely be enraged if I revealed our secret to her. At least at this point, she would be. I had to slowly change her line of thinking about that point.
That's why I decided not to tell her about it yet. I will drop clues here and there easing her up to the idea. But the risk is still high. Perhaps, it will backfire and all the good I piled up in her books will be completely erased.
I'm prepared for that though. This will be tough but I'm willing to tread on it for her.
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