" I told you I'd help you Grace. Haven't I been helping you. I've given you money to eat and pay bills. Given to your dad to get f*****g high on. It's wrong all this landed on your shoulders Grace. But I don't have endless supply of cash. In fact I have been giving you my savings. I'm almost out, so now me and you will starve. Look if you just do this , just this once. Then I'll find away to make more cash. It's just a quick fix. One time. He said he would pay five hundred Grace. Think what five hundred will pay off " he brown doe like eyes had shined down at me. His boyish smile sad , he looked at me remorseful. Like him asking this of me was paining him too. I was in love. I trusted him, he was my first and said he loved me too. He wouldn't ask this of me if it wasn't the only option.