a softy plus a baddie[ deku_bakugo ff]

SChool break for studying

deku prev

we have two entire weeks off of school so I plan on helping kacchan with his work, after all that was his request. I sprint down my hallway clear across campus and to his dorm, as I knock on his door I hear slow shuffling movement before his door swings open, " come in deku" he must be tired I wonder if he got any sleep his voice seemed like he hasn't slept for weeks. I make my way into his dorm it's kinda messy his clothes were everywhere there were papers on the floor his phone was by his trashcan and his bed was a disaster. ( were do u want to start) I ask genuinely wondering. he wipes his face and runs his fingers through his hair. " let's sit on the bed" he brushes past me and clears off a spot for us to sit. ( ok so what subject do u want to start with) i say once he got settled down in the bed beside me," ahh, I don't care" his voice still remains normal, this is kinda upsetting because I need more effort. ( look u might hate me but I really need u to try) his face looks blankly at me, a few minutes pass in complete silence, " I don't hate u" finally leaves his lips,( huh what, you always bully me and criticize me) his fist ball up as his eyebrows frowl, " LOOK U DAMN NERD, ITS BC I LOVE U" he pushes the stuff on the ground my penciles scatter across the floor along with my papers and quickly rushes forward to kiss me, his Lips on mine, his hands on my hips, I really couldn't help but concentrate on what's happening. I kiss back, cause now that I think of it I like him to, guess all that time I spent following him and being around him was because I liked him. he pushes back snapping me from thought. he shys his face from me and looks at his lap. " I didn't tell you because of the s**t I have done" a sedimental feeling floods me as I move forward and hug him, ( I love u to kacchan) I felt his body tense up, he moves away from me, " look I need u to leave" his words confuse me, why now he just kissed me and confesed feelings for me. he picks up my stuff and hands it to me," sorry, but please go" as I step out of his dorm I can't help but wonder of he ment what he said.

kacchan prev

I knew having him over would be bad, I kissed him and made myself vulnerable, what type of i***t am I. that was thr last thing I needed to happen, I need to focus on my work and on training not on some shy nerd. now that he knows he'll probly stop tutoring me, God I screwed up at the worst time ever all I needed was to fail, not like my hero life actually depends on passing school. I turn and punch a wall my hand cracks as a bunch of pain speeds through my arm, " GODDAMMIT," I yell in pain.