(Alexia... ~p.o.v~)
I didn't realize I had fallen asleep on the couch, with my phone placed on my chest, peacefully sleeping away my worries(so I guess)....
Not until I thought I heard someone screaming Fireeeeee Ohhhh! Fireeeeee oh oh!!, fireeeeee oh!!!...
I jumped up frantically from my sleep, pacing all around the living,looking terrified.
Where is the fire, where is the fire. I said to myself and absentmindedly dashed to the kitchen in search of where the fire is coming from,, confused as to maybe I left the microwave turned OK before I took my nap..
I searched Through the kitchen in haste, to put out the fire, whereas there was no sign of fire burning anywhere, who screamed fire, still in panic mode, I ran back to the living And I stopped abruptly when I heard Scream or should I say sound again
Fireeeeee Ohhhh! Fireeeeee oh oh!!, fireeeeee oh!!!... I slomped down in the floor and face palmed my self, Good heavens, did I just almost have a panic attack and literally turned my kitchen upside down over my damned phone ringtone, the f**k, I have to change my ringtone to something less frightening before I end dying of cardiac arrest,,, that's worse than having to die by the hands of My Devil(Tobias)...
I mentally rolled my eyes when I realized the mess I made,, My love For BTS (k-pop boy band) won't send me to an early grave (lol. Proud Army)...
I reached for my phone which has practically flown under the center table due to my stupidity, I grabbed it to see I have 2 missed calls, one from Pipsqueak and the other from my aunt, it's been more than a month since I last heard from my aunt, I've tried calling her several times, no response..i just hope everyone back home is okay....
Guess I'll have to give her a call back and probably text pipsqueak, but first before doing any of that I need to change this ringing tone to another one of my favorite BTS song, God I'm so inlove with those boys, like Gracious heavens,
What will I ever do with those boys, they're the reason I haven't gone into depression mode, their songs set me at peace and all after a hectic from Tobias in school, they're more like my sage haven, I recommend them to y'all go download any of their songs, (Serenpidity, Ephipany, Stigma, fake love, love myself answer) there's a long list of there songs but I'll just mention a few, oh my God I'm such a crazed fan(lol)
Moving on to what I was saying before I started blabbing about BTS, I do that Alot, I need to stop oh no I'm doing it again. Going through my phone playlist I finally decided to use Serenpidity (by Jimin) I just love the calm tempo off the song, kinda slow and I won't be getting anymore panic attack from my phone ringing.....
Wow I did sleep for long though, I slept half way through the night, guess after grocery shopping and running around with the kids at the park, I was drained, feeling hungry I walked into the kitchen to make me dinner or what do I call it breakfast it's 3am in the morning, so I think semi breakfast...
Hold on,now that we're on the that, why the hell was pip' calling me at this odd hour, I wonder why, shrugging it off, me being the lazy me and not being to cook anything, I decided to just have cereal, I'll probably make something good in the morning, I'll use the remaining hours of the night to ponder on what to cook.....
I'm currently enjoying my free space and free time alone, nothing excites me more than being away from that devil, he is just something else, sometimes I feel like he needs to be locked away in a psychiatric facility, I strongly believe he needs medical attention, someone in their right senses shouldn't derive joy from another person's pain, it's just not Norma...
Aside from college I wonder if anyone knows about thus bullying and are keeping quiet about it, I know everyone in college know about it, even the professors, but I see the fear in their eyes, like will end them, you know I tried reporting when It all started, but I was warned to hold my peace if I really want to graduate college, and so I did,....
It's better to endure all of and graduate successfully then being a chatterbox about it and get thrown outta school, I will not dare going back home to my aunt empty, she would just call it game over and I'll loose the only family I have left, I won't risk,...
Anyway enough of being all noisy about what I think or feel, it's almost 4am , should probably continue my sleep from where I stopped, oh how I wish the sweet dream I was having would wait for me till I fall back asleep,,, guess that's not going to happen ,, maybe if I was a magician it would have been easier...
Maybe should I learn Magic................