EIGHTEEN

Smut Lang

[Yanna Alliyah Zirco]

"Ashton! Nakita mo ba si Louie?"

"Hindi eh" sagot niya.

"Ah sige, thank you." I frowned. Saan nanaman kaya pumunta 'yon?

"Hinahanap mo nanaman si Louie?" tanong sa akin ni Travis, kabarkada nila Louie at Ashton

"Oo, alam mo ba kung nasan siya?"

"Malamang nasa library nanama. Bookworm yun eh" napangiti ako nang malawak

"Oo nga no, ba't di ko naisip yun? Thank you Travis!"

Matapos 'non ay tumakbo na ako patungo sa library. Masyado yata akong na-excite kaya napalakas ang pagbukas ko sa sliding door ng lib. Tumunog tuloy ito nang malakas at isang matalas na tingin ang sinalubong sa akin nung librarian na nag-aayos ng mga magazine sa bukana.

I smiled widely tapos ay nag-peace sign as I mouthed sorry po. Dahan dahan kong sinara ang sliding door sa likod ko at nagpa-linga linga ngunit walang Louie on sight.

Naglakad ako patungo sa isa pang sliding door, in-open 'yon nang marahan bago isinara. Tatlong compartments kasi yung library dito sa university. Yung isa computer area, yung pinakaunang makikita naman eh yung reading and study area at etong pinasukan ko eh yung area kung saan mayroong hile-hilerang book shelves.

Sure ako na dito ko siya makikita kasi mahilig talaga 'yon magbasa lalo na sa may Philosophy section.

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko nang makita ko siya, once again isang malaking ngiti ang pumorma sa aking mga labi. Naks! Kahit seryoso lang siyang nagbabasa ng libro habang naka-ekis ang mga thighs eh napaka-hot niya parin sa pangingin ko. Idagdag mo pa yung salamin niyang nakaka-pogi! Mukha siyang sensei sa isang anime o kaya Japanese live action.

"Louie!" tawag ko sakanya nang makalapit na ako sa kinauupuan niya. Hindi siya nag-angat ng tingin. Hindi siya nag-react, hindi man lang ako pinansin! Aba suplado!

I rolled my eyes bago naupo sa bakanteng upuan sa tabi niya.

"Huy Louie, hindi mo ba ako papansinin?" tanong kong muli. Hindi parin siya umimik. Luminga linga ako sa paligid. Medyo marami rin ang nagbabasa. May nakaupo sa sahig, yung iba naman sa upuan tapos may ibang napaka-raming libro ang nakapatong sa ibabaw ng mga mesa nila.

Tinignan ko nang masama si Louie. Kung hindi lang talaga kita type hindi kita kukulitin nang ganito eh!

Ilang minuto rin akong nakatingin sakanya pero wala talaga! Ayaw akong kibuin! Ano ba ang nagawa kong mali at hindi ako pinapansin ng isang 'to?

"Kapag hindi mo pa ako pinansin aalis na ako dito!" Sambit ko.

"Isa!" pigil na pigil ang boses ko dahil nasa library kami pero yung totoo, gusto ko nang magwala rito.

"Dalawa!" I bit my lower lip dahil wala parin talagang response galing sakaniya.

"Phew!" I rolled my eyes for the nth time bago hinugot sa skirt ko ang isang bagay na kanina ko pa tinatago. Hinawakan ko ito nang mahigpit

"Kung ayaw mo talaga akong pansinsin edi wag! Hah! Madami pa namang iba dyan e! Akala mo ikaw lang ang lalaki sa mundo? Kinukulit lang naman kita kasi may gusto akong ibigay sa'yo pero this is what I would get in return?" padabog akong tumayo sa kinauupuan and finally! Nag-angat na rin siya nang tingin.

"Oh ayan isaksak mo sa baga mo! Hindi na kita kukulitin kahit kailan kung ayaw mo akong pansinin!" I threw my little gift aiming for his chest pero nasalo niya ito.

I observed his reaction. Blanko ito pero he was looking at the thing that I gave him cluelessly. I turned my back at him and my pout was replaced by a grin.

"Sometimes, it's not bad to be that extra to get somebody's attention di'ba?" I whispered to myself.

Limang maliliit na hakbang palang ang nagagawa ko palayo ay may naramdaman na akong malakas na vibration down there

"A-ahhhh!" I wasn't expecting the vibration to be that strong kaya hindi ko na napigilan at napasigaw ako bigla. Kasabay nang pagsigaw ko ay ang pagka-upo ko sa sahig.

Napatingin ako sa paligid and I saw that all eyes were on me na kaya dali dali kong hinawakan ang ankle ko and pretended that I twisted it or something.

"Ahhh, ang sakit…" I said while rubbing my ankle gently. Nothing really hurts, but I need to act. Siyempre ano nalang iisipin ng ibang tao di'ba?

And besides, I'm not really boasting pero para saan pa ang pagiging actress ko sa theater kung hindi ko naman magagamit. *winks*

In a matter of seconds, I felt a huge and warm hand holding both of my shoulders.

"Are you okay?" Louie asked in a worried tone. Tignan mo 'tong taong to. Kunyari walang pake pero meron naman pala.

Sobrang nainis ako sakaniya kanina kaya naman tinuloy tuloy ko na ang pag-acting.

"H-hindi eh. I think I sprained my ankle. Medyo hindi yata maganda yung pagkakatapilok ko." His eyes averted on my ankle.

"Saan banda masakit? Dito ba?"

"Aray!" I reacted when I felt his warm hand on my ankle kahit hindi naman talaga masakit.

"This is bad, tara na sa infirmary. Can you stand?" tanong niyang muli.

"I think I can manage." Tumayo ako nang bahagya pero bago pa man ako makatayo nang tuluyan ay nagkunwari akong matutumba ulit. He caught me naman with his hands and before I can even react, binuhat na niya ako bigla. It was the buhat ng bagong kasal way. I wasn't expecting him to do it kaya biglang nag-init ang mukha ko. Napakalapit ko rin sa kanya at naamoy ko yung scent niya.

Perfect! I giggled with the thought.

He carried me until the infirmary.

"Lara, I think she sprained her ankle." bungad niya sa head nurse namin which is his older sister.

"Hello to you too Mister Louie Guin" Ate Lara welcomed him with a smile after a sarcastic eye roll. Typical brothers and sisters. After that, she looked at me and asked. "Oh, what happened to our dear Yanna?" tanong niya sa akin. Hindi naman sa pagmamayabang pero parang mas close pa kami ni Ate Lara kesa sa mismong kapatid niya.

"Lara, cut the long introduction. She sprained her ankle, ano bang gamot dito?"

"Ang sungit naman neto! Let her rest here for a while. Vacant lahat ng bed pero doon mo siya pagpahingahin sa dulo kasi doon malapit yung fridge. Applyan mo ng ice cubes yung ankle niya before ka umalis okay?"

"Thank you ate Lara!" I smiled at her and she did the same. Eto naman si Louie dumiretso lang sa may dulo. He opened the curtains and laid me on the bed. After that, kumuha siya ng ice cubes at naupo sa may paanan ng kama. He gently applied ice sa may right ankle ko. Mukha talaga siyang nag-aalala and I kind of felt guilty but I can't bring myself to stop the acting.

Minsan lang siya umaktong sweet 'no! Madalas poker face na kaya lulubos -lubusin ko na.

The curtain opened, "By the way, I have to leave for a meeting. Pero saglit lang ako, siguro wala pang isang oras. Wag ka munang aalis dito Louie okay? Magbantay ka muna dito sa office, Thank you!" hindi pa nakakasagot si Louie ay isinara na ni Ate Lara yung curtain at umalis na ng Infirmary.

I heard Louie sigh while applying the ice on my ankle. Does he really hate being with me? That much at hindi niya maitago 'yon kahit nasa harap niya ako? I frowned and glared at him.

"What?" napansin niyang masama ang tingin ko sakanya.

"What what?!" pabalang kong sagot. Hindi siya ulit sumagot and there was a long episode of silence.

Nang mapansin kong maliit nalang yung ice cube ay nagsalita na ako.

"Pwede ka nang umalis. Magpapahinga na ako." Binawa ko yung right leg ko sa pagkakahawak niya then nagtalukbong ako nang kumot.

"If you don't want to see me, fine." bulong ko sa sarili habang nakatalukbong sa kumot. Naramdaman ko ang pag-alis niya sa kinauupuan niya, after which ang pagtunog at paggalaw nang kurtina. Meaning to say umalis na siya.

"Grr!" Nakakainis ka!" Agad kong tinanggal ang pagkakatalukbong ko sa mukha pero nagulat ako nang makita ko siyang nakaupo sa chair sa tabi ng kama ko- and on top of that. He was observing the gift that I gave him kanina sa library.

"B-bakit nanjan ka pa! Akala ko ba umalis ka na.."

"Can't you rest quietly?" he answered. Still, his eyes fixated on the button.

"Saan ba naka-connect 'tong wireless mouse na 'to?" he innocently asked while staring at the button. Pinigilan ko ang tawa ko,

Wireless mouse? pft! That's a controller for vibrating panties Louie! What the heck!

Yung pagpipigil ko nang tawa, biglang napalitan nang kaba nang tinaas niya yung switch sa number 3.

"Oh my god." I bit my lips. I managed to cover my mouth and turn my back at him after he did that. I felt my panties strongly vibrating kaya napatalukbong ako ulit sa kumot para hindi niya mahalata.

"Kung mouse 'to, bakit kaya may numbers?" tanong niyang muli

For Pete's Sake Louie! Stop it or else...

I held both of my hands against my mouth and thankfully, the vibrating stopped.

A sigh of relief escaped from my mouth.

"Are you okay?" he asked nang napansin niyang hindi na ako nagsasalita. Hindi ko siya sinagot, I was too busy gasping for air.

"Yanna?" I felt his hands on my shoulders.

"Bakit hinihingal ka?" he placed the back of his hand on my forehead.

"Ang init mo, may lagnat ka ba?" hinawakan niya nang magkabilaan ang braso ko at hinarap niya sakanya.

"You're turning red. Yanna speak to me! Ano bang nangyayari?" I know I planned all of this, and gave him the controller pero bakit parang ngayon eh nahihiya na ako? Tinakpan ko ang mukha ko using my both hands.

"Yanna ano ba? Are you okay?" hinawakan niya ang mga kamay ko at pilit na linalayo sa mukha ko. I resisted but he's so strong kaya natanggal niya ang mga kamay sa mukha ko. I know my face is turning red, and my body is becoming hotter dahil sa sensation at alam kong nahihiya rin ako kaya I looked away and close my eyes.

Saan na nagpunta ang bold and naughty na Yanna aber? Tiklop ka pala sa taong gusto mo eh! - my alter ego 2020

Naramdaman kong pumaibabaw si Louie sa akin, I was in the middle of his legs and he was pinning my hands on both sides of my head. "Talk to me."

I heard his stern voice at dahil don, dahan dahan kong minulat ang mga mata ko. He looked so serious and worried at the same time. His deep black-colored eyes were shining behind his thin glasses. My heart fluttered for a while pero bigla rin itong napalitan ng confusion and sarcasm.

Yanna, kalma.

"Why are you suddenly acting like that?" tanong ko.

"Like what?"

"Ganyan. Yung feeling worried, feeling concerned, may pabuhat buhat ka pa sakin dito. Feeling may feelings sakin when in fact ayaw mo nga akong pansinin kanina lang." I felt his grip on my hands loosened for a while.

"I know that you know na gusto kita. You can continue ignoring me because hindi naman ako nagde-demand but don't ever act like you care for me lalo na kung hindi mo naman talaga ako gusto." Tears were at the verge of falling so I looked away once again.

Hindi siya gumagalaw pero alam ko naman na aminado siya. Alam kong alam niya na lahat ng sinabi ko, tama.

We were like that for seconds but suddenly, I felt a soft and tender thing pressing against my lips.

It was a simple smack but why is my heart pounding like hell?

"Damn." he cussed after our lips parted. Tinanggal niya ang pagkakahawak sa magkabila kong kamay then he rigidly brushed his hair.

I admit he looked so hot, habang nakaluhod sa ibabaw ko.

"W-why?" tameme kong tanong.

"I like you." blunt niyang tugon.

"H-ha?" tanong kong ulit sakanya. I saw him bit his lips gently before chuckling.

"If you can't understand my words, I think you will after this." he removed his glasses and placed it on the bedside table. Ipinatong niya ang kanang kamay sa gilid ng ulo ko at yung isa ay ginamit niya sa paghaplos ng pisngi ko.

When he touched me, I felt an electric vibration on my cheek... and p***y CHAR!

Napalunok ako ulit. I bit my lower lip and closed my eyes, waiting for his lips to touch mine.

Huh? Bakit parang ang tagal?  Tanong ko sa sarili nang wala akong maramdamang halik mula sakanya.

I opened my eyes and saw him smiling while looking at me. His smile turned to smirk and after that he penetrated his tongue on my [oh-so-willingly-open] mouth.

It wasn't a quick kiss but rather a deep, hard torrid one. Para naga-arnis ang mga dila namin, both we're aggressive and exploring each other's mouth and I can feel his hands gently stroking my hair.

Sana all ng hair ini-stroke. Tsupp

We stopped kissing because we were already running out of breath. Tinakpan kong muli ang mukha ko. Hindi dahil sa hiya kundi dahil-- kinikilig ako ENE BE!

"Yanna" he whispered on my ears habang hinihingal siya. Napapikit tuloy ako dahil ang ganda sa pakiramdam nung pagdampi ng init nang hininga niya sa tenga ko.

"Yes?" I answered, not looking at him.

"Akala mo ba hindi ko alam kung ano 'to?" my eyes instantly opened when I heard him said that. He was holding the controller that I gave him.

D-ddon't tell me--

"Hnghhh..." I covered my mouth using my hand nang bigla niyang sinwitch yung button. It was on number 2, bearable pero feeling ko sensitive na ako kaya hindi ko mapigilang mag-react.

I felt him lick my lower neck and slowly bit it. "Wag mong takpan." he said. But of course, I cannot let go kaya patuloy ko paring tinakpan ang mukha ko.

"Ang kulit talaga." Ibinaba niya yung controller sa kama tapos hinawakan niya ang dalawang kamay ko gamit ang isang kamay niya.

I bit my lower lips, harshly trying to stop myself from moaning. Pero sadyang tuso si Kupido- este si Louie dahil hinalikan niya akong muli. Wala akong ibang mapanggigilan kaya hindi ko na napigilin pang makipaghalikan nang mas rigid kesa kanina. I was biting his lips and sucking his tongue harshly. Hindi siya nagrereklamo, rather sinasabayan niya ang panggigigil ko.

"A-ahh... shit." I wasn't able to stop myself when I felt the vibration becoming stronger. A moan escaped from my mouth and I heard Louie groan.

"Wag kang mahiya." Louie looked at me with fire on his eyes. I was gasping for air, looking at him.

"L-Louie.. " I said looking at his eyes directly. I heard him groan and after that, he aggressively kissed my neck. Hindi tumitigil yung vibration, and I don't think I'll be able to keep it down anymore.

"I think I-I'm c-c*****g Louie.." I said in between my breaths. I felt Louie stopped na sinundan naman nang pagtigil ng vibration.

Binibitin niya ba ako? Is this my punishment for being so shameful?

I looked at him and he was seriously staring at me. He winked at me bago niya dilaan ang middle finger niya and said "ittadakimaseu"

After that, as fast as the flash. He slipped his hand under the covers reaching for my pet cat

"Louie!" I gasped when I felt his finger rubbed it.

"Yes Yanna?" hindi ako agad nakapagsalita dahil sa kakaibang sarap na nararamdaman ko but after that. I remember something really important

"S-si Ate Lara.. B-baka bumalik na siya."

"s**t!" he immediately pulled his finger away and looked at his watch.

"Magi-isang oras na." It was then we heard Ate Lara's laughing voice from outside.

"Louie!" Agad agad na umalis si Louie sa pagkakapatong sa akin, picked up the controller and sat on the chair beside the bed.

Ako naman inayos ang kama at unan bago nagpanggap na natutulog.

Right after that, I heard the curtains opened and so Ate Lara's voice.

"Di'ba sabi ko sa'yo magbantay ka sa labas? Bakit ka nakikitulog jan?" I heard Louie answered in a tone na parang kakagising lang.

"Istorbo naman sa tulog ‘to. Tsk"

Wow BEST ACTOR! Dinaig pa ako neto. Should I invite him to the join the theater club na rin?

"Ay wow! Sorry SER, sige po matulog ka lang ho ako na po magbabantay ser! Nakakahiya naman po sa’yo!" The curtains closed and that's the time na bumalikwas ako ng higa para tignan si Louie.

Nakaayos na siya with glasses on habang nakade-kwatro sa pagupo. He raised his middle finger just in front of his lips na parang nagsi-signal nang quit before sensually licking it.

I felt my p***y vibrated kahit hindi niya naman ginagalaw yung controller. I blushed once again.

Tumayo siya at naglakad patungong kurtina pero bago pa man siya makaalis ay nilingon niya ako at nagsalita.

"Tara na. Uwian na, Love." after that lumabas na siya nang kwarto

dug dug dug dug dug

"Love?" I-ibig sabihin kami na?

"Wala nang ligaw ligaw?" tanong ko sa sarili. Pero binatukan ko ang sarili ko after marealize na hindi ko na kailangan pang magpaligaw. Kasi kahit hindi siya manligaw sinasagot ko na siya!