The peaceful atmosphere inside the balcony slowly calmed the gushing emotions inside of me after minutes of crying, and the stillness of my surroundings allowed me to recover from all the pain and guilt that had caused me to shed tears. I was feeling better, but there were still thoughts in my head that were trying to drown me – maybe I was just too tired to deal with them and pay them any attention, so I sat there on the floor, not even moving a single muscle while staring blankly ahead of me.
There were no other sounds that could be heard inside the four corners of the place except the faint sound coming from the bar, which I was kind of thankful for because it helped me to stay calm even though I was in a place that was a little dim. The sounds actually reminded me that I was not al
