My feet led me to my room without realizing it as I was so occupied with what I had seen a while ago when I looked for Risa. Everything that happened still surprised me, and I could not find it in me to believe it, even making me doubt myself if what I saw was real. It confused me because I had known Risa since we were young, but just after a year, I felt like everything that I knew about her was all gone. I absentmindedly reached for my hotel room’s doorknob and went inside, walking slowly towards my bed. My knees felt weak under me that they threatened to collapse at every step that I took, and my whole body had lost all of its strength that I could not support my posture. I felt like I was not myself, and various thoughts were running inside my head that I could not be mentally pres