I did not know how much time I had already wasted by pacing back and forth inside my room while holding my phone with both hands and being drowned by my thoughts. It was already past 7:00 PM, and in a few minutes, I would be meeting Risa in the lobby just like what we had agreed that morning. I do not regret agreeing with meeting Risa tonight, since I think that I would feel worse if I refused her offer. But I did not know if I should tell Kaya about it or not.
Honestly, I could not help but feel weird about what happened earlier because everything seemed so unnatural and far from what Kaya and I were expecting and assuming. There was even a time when I felt like I was talking to a stranger and not to the real ‘Risa’ that I knew. That was why it was easy for me to calm my emotions duri
