Since I was a child I have been called many names. Some people thought i was rude, some people thought i was insensitive and some people might have been afraid of me. Just because I have a strong personality it doesn't mean I was a bad person or a plague in our society. Actually, deep inside, I'm full of love and kindness. I just learn to set boundaries to prevent any hurtful feelings and betrayal. I just learned from the past and my mistakes. And what happened between Paula and I really shows how messed up and troubled person I was. People probably will judge me even more. But who cares? I don't owe anyone an explanation. Jen pulled me out of trance when she handed me a sandwich and bottled water as she sat down next to me at the bench. "Thank you." I gladly took it and gave her a gratefu