Chapter 9It s been thirteen days since Colton left me in the forest, and I don t think I have the will to keep trying anymore. I m tired of life and everything has become so mundane. Everything I thought I experienced before that day is nothing compared to how I ve been since. It s like my family has died all over again, and I am bereft and inconsolable. I ve no more tears because I ve cried so many. I m nothing but a numb, hollow shell and the sunlight has withdrawn from my world to leave me in eternal cold shadow.
I tried to stop the spiraling depression; I fought hard to beat this feeling of being sucked free of all life, but the Fates don t play when you deny them. I m not even living anymore. Such is my empty continuous state of nothing.
I robotically move from my room to kitchen, f
