Jemma's POV
Two Years Later
It was the night before my eighteenth birthday and I decided to spend it with Jeremy. I was adamant that we would turn out to be my fated mate. Though deep down I didn't care. I wanted Jeremy no matter what. He was going to be my first. The last two years we had dated and the furthest we went was oral s*x. But tonight we would go all the way. A few minutes before midnight there was a light knock on my door and I opened it to Jeremy. He looked so hot dressed in jeans and a button-up shirt.
"Hey, gorgeous. Happy Birthday," He said and handed me a bouquet of flowers. They were mostly dark purple orchids and some purple roses.
"These are beautiful," I said and pulled him into my room. I looked at the clock. Ten minutes before midnight. My heart thumped against my chest as he closed the door and pulled me to him. He kissed me lightly. "What happens if we don't turn out to be mates?"
He looked me in the eyes and moved a strand of hair out of my eyes and tucked it behind my ear. "f**k mates, I want you no matter what." He pulled me tighter to him. We kissed again this time deeper and more sensual. He was going to be mine whether the goddess had deemed it so or not. As we kissed he pushed me to the bed and we parted. We sat down and the clock read five til.
"This is going to be the longest wait," I mumbled. He clasped my hand as we waited. My mind went through a million different scenarios. Then the moment of truth. It hit midnight and Jeremy's scent was the same as before. I looked him in the eyes and my wolf said nothing. My shoulders fell and tears welled up in my eyes.
"So we aren't fated. Like I said f**k it. I want you no matter what," He wiped a stray tear from my cheek and then lightly kissed me. He wrapped his arms around me and the kiss deepened. All once all my fears melted away and I agreed. I wanted him no matter what.
"Let's do this. Mates or not. I want you." I said to him and our kiss became more passionate as fire ignited between us.
'Jemma. We shouldn't do this. He isn't our mate.' Leonora warned in my head.
'Oh, hush. I'm doing this.' I moaned as Jeremy covered my body with kisses. He stopped at my breasts, and with a swift movement, he ripped my bra off. His tongue circled my n*****s. I moaned as I felt my desire for him grew.
My fingers scratched down his hard back. He growled with pleasure as I felt his hand tracing further down my body. I yelped as he reached the top of my shorts. I looked into his eyes and nodded my permission. His hand slid into my underwear. I nearly screamed when he touched me down there. My eyes rolled as his lips returned to mine.
"Are you sure about this?" He asked.
I glared at him. "Will you shut up and do me?" I growled.
He smiled at me. "Well, if you insist, birthday girl."
'Jemma.' My wolf growled in my head.
'Leonora,' I growled back.
She growled. 'We should save ourselves for our mate.'
'I don't want a mate.' I argued with her. The thought of being owned by one male for the rest of my life did not appeal to me unless that male was the one on top of me, making my head spin.
'Fine. But you'll regret this.' She growled and then retreated into the back of my mind.
I returned focus to Jeremy as he had slid my shorts and panties down and was now rubbing my mound. I moaned loudly as he stuck a finger into me. I arched my back as I felt his hard d**k against my stomach. I pushed his shorts down and clasped his large hard c**k. "Wow." I gasped.
He laughed against my neck. "I'll be gentle."
I ran my hand up and down the shaft. The soft skin felt good in my hand. Jeremy moaned as he kissed me up my neck and to my lips. Our eyes were staring into one another. He pulled my panties all the way off of me and positioned himself between my legs. He leaned down and kissed me. "Are you sure about this?"
"Quit asking silly questions," I growled.
He rubbed my clit a few times with his large c**k before slowly entering me. I cried out in pain. He paused while I got used to him. Then he began to thrust into me gently. My cries of pain soon turned into pleasure. I moaned as he increased his speed. "Oh, my goddess Jeremy." I cried out.
He planted his lips on mine. My legs wrapped around his hips as he thrust. My hands clawed his back. I began to arch my back as I lifted my hips to meet his thrusts. He lifted off of me slightly. He repositioned my legs to wrap around his neck. I gasped as he went deeper into me.
"Holy s**t!" I nearly screamed.
My moans of pleasure grew louder as I became wetter, and he thrust harder. I could feel my walls clench around him as I neared orgasm. I couldn't believe I was doing this. But it felt so right. "f**k!" I screamed as I orgasmed.
"That's my girl." He moaned. With a few final hard thrusts, he released his orgasm into me. I didn't care that we were not using protection. There was no way I could get pregnant the first time, I thought.
He lies against me, panting for a few moments.
"Holy s**t, that was-" I paused at a loss for words.
"Happy Birthday." He whispered next to my ear.
He wrapped his arms around my body, and we lay in our post-s*x bliss. He began kissing my neck and down to my breasts. I felt my need rising again. We proceeded to make love until the morning light. Not caring about the consequences.