*Through Xander's Eyes* After Sage left me standing in the dining room Saturday night, I went to sit on the porch to calm down. A whole week without her? And it was like she didn’t even care. I really thought that after this morning at the falls things would get better. f**k it, I was here, I might as well make the most of it. If she got back from Paris and still didn’t want me, I’d consider going back to Cold Moon. It would most likely kill me but I couldn’t live like this. A second later I realized that was ridiculous thinking. I’d stay wherever Sage was no matter how she treated me. I was addicted and even small moments were better than nothing. I got up and went to find Ben. I found him in his room putting finishing touches on his outfit. He took one