*Abbi* I'm laying in bed, my emotions all over the place as I think of the last few days. Monday was our date day...."Abbi's day". It was one of the best days I've ever had. That's when I really started to feel conflicted. Up until then, I was 100 percent sure I was making the right choice. I was supposed to deal with all of the conflicts in my head the next day but I didn't...or the day after....I've put it off for as long as I can and now today is Thursday, the last full day of our agreement. On Tuesday, I woke up to James cooking breakfast as usual, only that time I insisted on taking over and cooking for him. That's something that I haven't made much time for in the past, but I know how to whip up some mean eggs and toast, along with a few other things. After breakfast, we sparred fo