Shane's POV Weeks had gone by, and Nina was still missing. I felt her absence like a canker sore in my soul. To know I had a mate that was out there, but I couldn't reach her, was gnawing me up inside. But I think it was even worse for Nolan. At first I thought he was going to go stark-raving-mad. He lost his s**t a dozen times a day. He yelled at everyone, including me. He broke things. He handed out punishments like candy. He pushed everyone to train longer and train harder. But as the days passed with no sign of her, his rage diminished into melancholy. If he pushed and punished the pack, it was nothing compared to the way he pushed and punished himself. He was up before dawn, and out running. He picked at his food and rarely sat through a meal. He would steal down to the