Il Ritmo Della Passione: I Belong To You

Psychopath

Agad kong tinapakan ang break ng aking sasakyan ng bigla na lang may sumulpot na tao sa harapan. Namilog ang aking mga mata at nagulat dahil sa duguan na itsura nito. Nakatutok ang headlights sa kanya, sa isang lalake, na bigla na lang tumumba. Madali akong bumaba ng kotse at patakbo na nilapitan siya. Natutop ko ang aking bibig dahil sa kanyang itsura. He was bloody, nni hindi ko na nga makilala ang mukha niya dahil dumudugo rin ang kanyang ulo. The man has been shot many times but he is still alive. Ang una kong ginawa ay tanggalin ang suot kong sweater at tinakip ito sa malaking sugat niya sa ulo. Kinuha ko ang aking phone para tumawag sana ng ambulance pero nakalimutan ko na wala na pala itong power. So, With all my strength, I had to carry him. I was not gentle of course, I was struggling because he was so heavy. Nang maipasok ko na siya sa backseat, mabilis akong sumakay sa driver’s seat at pinaharurot na ang sasakyan. I tried to find the nearest hospital and thankfully may nakita agad ako. Dinala ko siya doon and we are assisted immediately to the emergency room.

“Is he going to be okay?” Tanong ko sa doctor at sana lang nakakaintindi siya ng english. I was relieved because he does. At sabi niya babalitaan niya na lang daw ako. He did ask kung ano ang relationship ko sa lalake at sinabi ko na lang na girlfriend niya ako. Baka kasi ako pa ang pagdudahan sa nangyari sa lalake. Hindi ko din binigay sa kanila ang tunay kong pangalan, for safety ba.

Hours past at bigla na lang may dumating na isang lalake at nagpasalamat siya sa akin. Sinabi niya sa akin na isa siyang relative at private doctor niya. Nagpakita siya sa akin ng mga IDs at na-convince niya ako na umuwi na. Pero dahil hindi siya maalis sa isipan ko, and I want to know how he is doing, pinuntahan ko siya kinabukasan. But he was gone and the hospital is saying na wala silang pasyete katulad ng sinasabi ko kagabi.

I groan as I feel my whole body sore. Opening my eyes, I stretched out my limbs until I heard a pop sound. I thought I was only dreaming and would find myself in my hotel room, but it's a big fail. I'm still in this huge luxury room but without the enigmatic Vincenzo. I'm kind of relieve though, because he won't pull tricks on me that will end up us f*****g. I hadn't imagined that my first would be this way but he's really good in bed. I wonder how many girls did he bring here and f*cked.

I was so drunk last night that my true feelings for him showed. Nag-take over ang slutty inner goddess ko at sinamantala ang pagkakataon. I’m not innocent anymore, at ang reaction ko sa kanya kanina lang habang nase-s*x kami, it was so unbelievable. No, it doesn’t feel like it’s just s*x, it was so much more! Uminit ng husto ang aking mukha nang maalala ko kung paano akong umuungol sa sarap while he’s f*cking me so good. He was so big and long, na madali ko lang itong tinanggap. My s*x is throbbing with now and nagsisimula na naman siyang kumatas. I slapped both hands on my cheek to calm myself.

Shit! I'm too sore… You did enjoy it, my mind said and I cursed her in my head! I rub my face then get up from the huge bed that has the softest sheet, white with gold trimmings. There were also soft velvet pillows which are so comfortable to lay on. Behind the bed headboard, the wall is decorated with gold swirls and even the ceiling too. The whole room is painted into a dark shade of green with gold intricates here and there. The large window is draped with the same dark green color silk curtains, gold band holding them on the side. The lighting is not bad, not too bright, just a soft glow contrasting the whole room.

As I stand to walk to a door across the room, I am stunned to see a large mirror on the wall in front of the bed and I glare at it. I never noticed it since I was occupied being ravish by that man. Meaning everything is seen what we are doing while we are intimate in bed. That's kind of awkward and kind of hot especially if I'm facing here and... I completely stop, not liking where my imagination is going. I feel so hot all of a sudden and I walk to the first door that was there. I didn't fail since I found a luxurious bathroom that I really need.

Wow! This is more fascinating than my bathroom in Cali, it's almost as big as my room. I feel like I'm in a royal chamber of a king and queen that is kind of modern. I walk to the glass covered showered cubicle that has many buttons. I yelp when I push one and water spray all around me. I pushed other buttons and finally I settled in a rainfall shower. I feel queasy down there cause his c*m is dripping down my legs. He came into me tremendously and I can't even say that I actually like it. It's a good thing it's my safe day. I sigh when the warm water cascades down my body making my muscles relax. I use some of his body soap and shampoo since my essentials are in the hotel.

Speaking of my things, I need to get them or maybe I can go back to the hotel. But how would I do that if I didn't even know where I am? Where is he anyway? We need to really talk. I have so many questions. Why does he keep calling me angel? He's always telling me that I belong to him? He acts like we've been lovers pero but we only just met yesterday. We just spent some time together in his huge yacht. Ano yon? Kami na? May nangyari lang sa amin, we are a couple na? Ni hindi pa nga namin nakikilala ng husto ang isa’t-isa. But damn it! My body reacts to him highly and I can't even resist!

I turned the shower off, got some towels and wiped my wet body. I wear the underwear with the dress that is draped on the end of the large bed, I donne the white cute thing which has a lace sleeveless top and wear the white flat sandals that also comes with it. It's really kind of my style, I love flowy dresses and skirts. May nakita pa akong isang sliding door doon at nang binuksan ko siya, napa-jaw drop ako literally dahil sa laki ng walk in closet na naroon. Para siyang boutique, half of it was all men’s stuff and the other half was bare, which was weird. The floor was carpeted with gray, and the middle of it has a black leather sofa and two ottomans on each side.

Pumasok ako at tinignan ko ang mga mamahaling gamit na naroon. I am just amazed how proper things look and color coordinated. There were a lot of shoes, some drawers were full of fancy watches, suit ties, cufflinks that are engraved with the letter ‘M’. Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit ko tinitignan ang mga gamit doon. Baka kasi may matagpuan akong gamit ng babae, kaya walang laman yong half. Baka pwesto yon ng gamit ng babae niya, girlfriend, or maybe he has a wife at tinago lang dahil nandito ako. I did find some women’s clothes and they were in branded paper bags. They are all brand new at lahat ng mga ito ay sizes ko. Pati underwear at sapatos, it’s on my size. Is this for me? Kaya may nakahanda ng damit para sa akin. Did he buy all this for me? Should I be happy with this gesture?

Lumabas ako ng walk in closet at nagtungo sa double doors na naroon. May design din siya kagaya ng mga walls ng malaking kwarto. There’s even a horse head sa handle ng pito. Akala ko nga naka-lock pero nabuksan ko ito at sumilip sa labas. My mouth formed an 'o' as I saw the stone brick wall hallway which is bare aside from the classic wall lamps. I feel like I'm in a medieval castle looking at these things. With cautious steps, I walk on the dark green carpeted floor. There's only a stair that spirals down like in a tower. I walk down slowly, and I see green vines crawling on the brick stone walls.

The stairs seem so endless and I'm kind of tired as I reach the bottom, facing a double door again. I heard a beep and it unlocked. I opened it and I was welcomed by a wide lobby, this time dark red velvet carpet on the floor, a huge crystal chandelier shining like a bunch of diamonds in a high ceiling. In the middle were two arch stairways maybe leading to a banquet hall or something. On one side is the receiving area and beneath the stairs is a wide hallway again that I don't even know where to go.

"Enzo?" I called and it echoed. I walk further into the house/mansion/castle. It's like a mansion that I see in classic movies. It's like a maze, with many hallways, stairs, and doors. I saw a wooden double door again and I opened it. Books, a lot of shelved books, it's a very big library. This room has the classic feel to it. I see a fireplace at the end because of the shadows that were emanating from it. I walk close to it as I call out his name again "Vincenzo?" Where is that man?!

Gosh Lexine, what did you get yourself into? First, you've given yourself to a man that you've just met, then the said man is calling you angel all the time, you'd have s*x with him a lot of times and you didn't even struggle. As much as I want to deny, I love the s*x, kinda rough but I crave for it and he knows it. God! What if he's a bad person? Or a naturally rich guy who lures girls with his charm that he's interested in and dumps her after getting tired of her? Is this what Italian men do in this place?

Napatigil ako sa paglalakad nang makalapit na ako sa fireplace. Namilog ang aking mga mata nang makita ang isang portrait na nakasabit sa ibabaw ng fireplace. It was a big portrait of me, exactly like me. Natutop ko ang aking bibig at kinabahan na ako. Ano ba itong napasukan ko? What if he is a creep at lahat ng pinakita niyang gestures ay kunwari lang. Akala mo nice and gentleman pero isa pala siyang psychopath!

“Lexine.”