Chapter 5 Josh smiled and took a sip of his beer, wondering if he looked as understood, as seen, as he felt. He'd spent a long few minutes staring into his closet, trying to imagine how he’d feel right this second. And how much worse he’d feel if he skipped the whole thing and stayed upstairs instead “I wasn’t sure either,” he said, leaning against the thick metal fence beside Keith. “After you put me to work this afternoon, the temptation of lazing around and watching a bad movie hit pretty strong.” He risked a glance up into Keith’s blue eyes, and Keith’s half smile and a wink sent all of Josh’s insides into a slow, delicious roll. “Then I decided I’d rather hear more of your travel stories instead,” Josh said. “See what I might be getting myself into by stepping out into the big sca