Alpha Jamal halted in the middle of the room and breathed in as if he sensed danger. His royal apparel looked like a joke on him. I hated myself for ever falling deeply in love with the clown. I felt like ripping my innocent heart off for beating so fast each time he is standing close to me.
I fixed my eyes on the weak Alpha standing in the middle of the room. I couldn't see his face clearly and I knew he was not seeing mine clearly either. He moved close to the bed and began to pull his clothes off. I slowly took out the dagger and hid my right hand behind me.
I lifted the dagger when Jamal turned towards me again. However, he quickly seized my hand in the air and I couldn't free it. His touch melted my skin and my veins became as weak as those of a child. The dagger I was holding fell off my hand and landed on the floor.
Jamal let go of me and pushed me violently away and I hit my waist on the window pane.
"Who sent you?" He yelled at me, but I couldn't talk so he wouldn't recognize my voice. "Are you deaf? Who sent you to come and kill me?" Jamal yelled again and his voice echoed in the scantily furnished room.
"Well, I won't kill you, but I will take what belongs to me," he bellowed and pulled me closer. Honestly, I did not know what he meant by that.
I tried to shift and attack him seriously because I knew he couldn't stand me in wolf form, but I couldn't. I tried to jump out of the window but he pulled me down again. I tried to fight him, but his grip felt like iron on my hand. It was as if I took the wrong decision and was abandoned by the Moon Goddess to bear the consequences.
Jamal ripped my clothes off and I was totally stripped. Knowing what was about to happen, I cried inwardly. I couldn't drop my ego and dignity and tell him who I was because I humiliated and drove him and his mother out of our pack six months ago.
I kicked my legs in the air when he lifted me, but he just grinned and watched my big breasts as they danced to the rhythm my legs were moving. Jamal dropped me on the bed and I quickly went down and began to run towards the door. I pulled furiously on the door handle, but the door stayed well and truly locked. I pulled the handle harder with all my gifted strength and it broke instead. I was about to break the door with my legs when his hands gripped me and my veins became weak again. He smirked and taunted my nîpples. I felt dopamine rush through my veins and I became completely fuzzy and totally drenched.
Jamal tacked my two hands on the door and feasted on my breast. An all-consuming passion got a grasp over my senses and the wetness I felt between my legs began to fall in drops. It was as if he knew what was happening, and moved his hand down and thrust more out with his index as he kept teasing my nîpples. At that point, I lost it completely and gave in to the wild desire that had engulfed me. I never dreamed his hands could feel so warm and good.
"Since your mission has failed, mine hasn't. You must give me an heir!" he moaned into my ear as he kept forcing more fluid out of my body.
Jamal lowered me onto the bed again, but I was too vulnerable to run away this time. I kept breathing hard and my wet body continued pulsating as he disciplined me more with his tongue and finger. I knew the consequences of allowing the mating to happen, but I didn't care at the moment. I felt there must be a way out for me. All I wanted was his full girth in my throbbing and dripping body.
Jamal spread my legs out and pierced me once with his hard body. The breaking of my hymen was followed by a deafening screeching sound. His eyes shone like the flame of fire. He pushed some hair from my neck up and his lips sizzled a hot trail on my neck. His breath was also very hot on my neck but I didn't care. The telepathic connection was quite overwhelming and all I could feel was an intense pleasure. It was as if I was attached to him or I was created out of him.
Jamal's animalistic momentum was commensurately fierce. He kept going deeper until his whole shaft got buried in my body, giving me unimaginable pleasure. I began to whine softly. I didn't even remember my ego at that point, as my whole body had been engulfed by liquid fire.
Even though the mating lasted more than an hour, I still yearned for more. He figured out and continued thrusting the hell out of me. He kept screeching like a dragon and giving me lots of bites until it was over.
Jamal became awfully quiet, as though he was sorry for what he had done. I sat on the bed and stared at him. It was as if a speck was removed from my eyes and I regretted ever coming to the pack to kill him. I covered my two breasts with my arms and began to sob deeply. I noticed the strange candle had burned out too, making the room darker.
Jamal just lay beside me, staring in my direction as if he was seeing my face. I couldn't believe I just gave my virginity to the same useless slave I drove out of our pack six months ago.
I sighed and got down from bed. Jamal tried to stop me, but I swung around, shifted successfully, and jumped out through the window. Five big black wolves who were playing under the full moon came after me, but their speed couldn't measure up to mine. I was twice as fast as them and so I outran them in the woods. I noticed a slight change in my speed. It was twice faster than before. I also noticed my vision improved too. If this was what Xiane meant when she said our mating would change my whole being, then I love the change.
I ran in the woods all night, wondering what I would tell Alan, my ideal man. He had loved me since I was thirteen and looked forward to the day he would deflower me, mark me, and make me his Luna when he becomes the Alpha of the Greenland pack.
I became confused like a breakout of low-hanging clouds. My soul was heavy-laden with concern that could not clear out. I needed to talk to my mom. I wished I could go down to the Crimson Moon Pack, the pack of the wicked and immortal Alpha Grenold, and rescue my mom who had been held captive there since I was ten years old.
Lina quickly got out of her truck when I appeared at the gate and ran after me. I jumped the stairs hurriedly and soon was in my bathroom sobbing deeply again. Lina opened the door and walked into the bathroom, looking perplexed.
"A strange she-wolf ran into your room now. Did you see her?" Lina asked, looking around.
"No one ran into my room."
"Alright," she responded and began to move towards me.
"Where have you been? You left your visitor two nights ago and ran off and he is worried. He has called me thrice today. Who did you go after?"
I ignored her questions and kept staring into space. I haven't been more confused in my life.
"Please, talk to me," she squatted in front of me and began to wipe my tears. "Your father is worried also."
She stopped wiping my tears immediately and slowly moved her hands towards my neck. She lifted my red hair and screamed aloud. My tears dried up instantly.