*Kingsley*
I stand at the window beside the sitting area where I enjoyed conversing with Pettifur last night before everything went awry. I have yet to feel that I have regained my footing. If I were more myself, I wouldn't have revealed all that I did during breakfast. I've never told anyone else how the Alpha controlled me by punishing Lautius in my stead. I was defiant whenever my father took a hand or switch to me, so the Alpha sought to break me. And he did it by inflicting the harsh discipline on my younger brother to penalize me effectively and bring me to heel. It has always shamed me that I couldn't protect Lautius.
Sometimes I misjudged what my father would view as behavior in need of correction. Becoming friends with a lad whose father had slighted the Alpha. Dancing with a sh
