If I Could Move Again Vol.2 (MxM)

Not So Good Sunday (5)

Chapter 8: Not So Good Sunday (5)

***

“Of course I’ll come with! If it’s any help at all, I’ll be there all the way.” Ethan said with an excited voice, he was truly happy his lover wanted to heal. It was truly the best news he had heard all day. Ever since they’d started dating, it was always something on the back of his mind but he never wanted to voice that concern of his. Since Ethan truly believed his lover would speak with him about it when he is ready.

“Is that a promise?” Ashton asked as he smiled at the other. His expression looked a bit defeated in a way. ‘I truly can’t continue refusing therapy if Ethan wants me to go so badly…’ He thought to himself. Even though Ashton really didn’t want to go, he was willing to just because his lover wanted him to.

“Yes, it is.” Ethan said as he felt a strong hand wrap around his waist and pull him in with great force. The man didn’t even have a second to manage to process what just happened as he fell into his boyfriend’s embrace. The strong arms wrapping around his body made him feel warm.

“Then… let’s seal the deal.” Ashton said as he used his free hand to touch the other’s chin and raise it gently. Loving his lips closer to his lover’s, they were inches away from touching each other. So close they could feel once another’s breaths. Yet the man in the wheelchair stopped and did not move.

Ethan had closed his eyes, awaiting the kiss but opened them after a while, noticing the other wasn’t moving. “Um…” They were too close, so much so that Ethan couldn’t help but try to back away and hide his gradually reddening face.

“Come on, kiss me.” Ashton said as he smiled lovingly, pulling his embarrassed lover back in his embrace.

Now that Ethan understood what was asked of him, he somehow felt even more embarrassed. Even though this wasn’t their first time kissing; it wasn’t the first time Ashton was purposefully teasing him either. So why did he feel like his heart was beating much faster than before?

Each time he felt the other’s breath on his skin, each time he felt the scent of the man’s strong collogue, it made him a bit dizzy… Like everything else in the world didn’t exist in that very moment, all he could see, feel and hear was his lover.

It was strange he had moments like these. Before when he dated his previous partners, it was never like this. He’d never experienced something like this. So it made the moment he was experiencing right now, even more special.

“Whenever you’re ready. I won’t rush you.” Ashton said, reminding the man of the kiss he was expecting.

Ethan moved closer, grabbing onto his lover’s hair a bit harshly. Feeling the soft, naturally blond hair underneath his hand, Ethan pulled the man in for a passionate kiss. “Hmm…. Mmhm… mmm…”

As much as it was a kiss, it also felt like a small attack at the other man’s mouth. Ethan had almost pried the other man’s mouth open and kissed with such an intensity that it felt like the student was trying to swallow the other person whole.

Ashton readily accepted the kiss that seemed to be on the verge of consuming him and returned everything he was given two fold. His tongue in his lover’s mouth as if he was searching for something, moving through every crevice and space he could. Deepening the kiss gradually, leaving each other with little to no time to either think or breathe.

Both of them were truly head over heels for each other in many ways. They weren’t too verbal about their longing however. Words like love and like weren’t thrown around carelessly like a young couple would. In fact they nearly never said it to each other, they didn’t need to.

Love was different to everyone, so to them showing their love with their actions was much greater than simply mouthing the words for the other to hear.

Both at each other’s lips, still passionately moving their tongues, taking shallow and quick breaths every chance they got. The kiss continued for so long, yet neither of them felt like any time had passed by. Everything moved quickly, their lips and their hearts. Pounding as if threatening to escape their chests, both Ashton and Ethan felt each other’s heart because of their close proximity…

Nothing but slurping and muffled moans could be heard in the luxurious apartment as the two men continued their kiss. Only until their lips parted and they separated from their rough embrace could either of them take a proper breath.

“Haah… ha…” Ethan panted heavily as he looked at his lover who seemed to be feeling just as much heat as he was at that moment.

“Well, that was quite the promise.” Ashton said as he touched his lover’s reddened face. “I’ll keep you to it.”

At that moment Ethan’s brain was still a mess, he couldn’t properly focus on the other’s words but simply nodded his head in agreement.

“Do you want something more?” Ashton asked, he seemed to stabilize his breathing quicker than his lover. His voice was steady and his hands were just as cold as they usually were.

“Do you offer… anything else?” Ethan said as he stood up on his feet and held onto his lover’s hand still…