His Desired Doll

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Naina is sitting in the heavy snowfall and looking at the white snow, that's how her life was without Nell. Their family may fix their wedding a long time ago but when they were kids, Naina used to maintain her distance from Nell.

She was so shy and introvert

But her Nell was naughty and extrovert. He use to bully her along with his friends, he don't like to see her close to his family, and when Vikrant praised her for anything Nell give her stupid punishment even Nell used to snatch her money as well and give treats to his friends.

Naina smiled and hugged her body, she lived the best time of her life with Nell and she want to be with Nell forever. No other person takes his place in her heart, no one replaces what she feels about Nell.

He is the reason for her breaths, Feelings come and go like clouds in a windy sky but her love for Nell will always stay in her heart, her soul, and her blood.

She promised herself to fight for her love, for her Nell. Another man only comes into her life if she goes out of her home and if she locked herself inside her home, then no one can get the chance to Separate her from Nell.

Naina made the ball of Snow and put it into her lap, then she made another ball, and one after another, she started making balls.

How? How I can marry someone else...

How can that Mahatma said those words to me?

How can that scholar raise his finger on my love?

Naina asked herself many questions but she got no answer. She closed her eyes and a lone tear escaped from her eyes.

Suddenly, she felt two warm around her and she gasped in shock but she realized that it's her Nell.

She feels like she is in heaven When Nell hugged her like that. She feels so safe, so beautiful, so alive.

"Do you think I'll cheat on you in the future...." Asked Naina and Nell's body got rigid, Nell was about to reply to her but he found snow in Naina's lap. He is about to throw that snow but he realized that Naina made his sculpture with the snow.

"You made this..." Asked Nell, he is awestruck to see his beautiful sculpture. he knew, his Naina is a good artist but he has no idea that Naina can make such a beautiful sculpture with snow and this Is the first time when Naina is seeing snow.

Naina also look at Nell's sculpture and made a surprised face, Nell noticed her expressions. "Don't tell me you weren't aware what you were making...?" Asked Nell while looking at her.

Naina shook her head. "You heard what your family scholar said to us, how I can think anything else except that..." Said Naina

Nell kissed her cheek and clicked so many pictures of that sculpture that Naina made. Then he put that sculpture aside and pulled Naina on his lap.

Naina got scared, many things are changing between her and Nell.

Nell's behavior nowadays made her uncomfortable and she feels things that she never felt before.

"What.....what... What are you doing...Nell. If someone sees us like this...." Before Naina finished her words, Nell once again place a soft kiss on her cheek. He even moved her body in his lap in a baby position so he can look into her eyes.

Naina looks down, his gaze over her giving her goosebumps, she is even feeling the butterflies in her stomach.

"Let me sit Nell, someone will see us..." Said Naina but this time Nell kissed her near her lips.

she starts breathing slowly but her heart is dancing in her chest so fast.

"Say one more word and I'll claim your first kiss right here under this snowfall...." Said, Nell

His words scared Naina and she tried to get up but Nell squeeze her in his arms very tightly.

Naina is about to tell Nell to let her get up because she knew how crazy, her Nell is but she controlled her mouth because she knew if she opened her mouth Nell will get the chance to kiss and she don't want that. 

"Stop struggling Pumpkin Or I'll tickle you..." Said Nell and Naina stopped her struggles.

Nell touched her hair, then her nose, her lips, her beautiful eyes in the last he touched her white milky cheeks.

"I heard what that priest said to us but that priest has no idea what we have. I know you will never hurt or cheat on me...

You are mine Naina and I am yours. you are the only one for me no matter what other people may say to me or you, I love you. We are meant for each other, you and I, and when I tell you this I mean it with all of me.

I don't f*****g believe in destiny and fate because you are my destiny and with you, I'll write our happy future..."

(Nell look at her lips then he look into her eyes, Naina fisted Nell's shirt tightly and licked her pink dry lips. She never felt this kind of intensity before between them and this intensity is making her insane )

"I sincerely believe that the universe has brought us together for a reason, we are meant to be. No one else in this world makes me feel like you do and it makes me so happy to feel this way.

You have my heart, so I am giving you my soul, my body, everything that I have, I offer you. Please take care of me for you are the only person I can wholly give myself to, truth be told.

Even though you’ve left me by myself I still believe that we were meant to be with each other." Said Nell and his words made Naina so Calm so happy.

She is looking at Nell as if she is seeing for the first time.

"Let me kiss you, let me show you this whole other world that you are missing right now, pumpkin..." Said Nell, he thought that Naina will say no to him because he noticed how she gets uncomfortable around him nowadays to his shock.

Naina closed her eyes and once again licked her lips.

"Are you sure..." Asked Nell and she fisted his jacket more tightly.

Nell is hesitant now, he thought Naina will scold him for asking such a question but he got the biggest surprise of his life.

Nell Knew he is the one who will kiss her sooner or later, so he pushed all his thoughts and pull Naina a little up, then he very slowly put his soft lips on her pink dry lips.

She stopped breathing and Nell's whole world stopped at that moment. This is so different feeling which they are feeling at this moment, it's so difficult to define in words what they are feeling and what games their soul, mind, and body are playing with them.

Nell held her hand and wrapped her arm around his shoulder, with one hand Nell held her waist, and with another palm, he fisted her long hairs.

The passion built between them, they both held each other hairs so tightly and start moving their lips crazily.

He bites her, licks her, she opened her mouth for him to enter his tongue, Nell smiled and got more excited to see her innocent actions. he thrust his tongue inside her mouth and starts playing a tongue fight with her.

she only moans in pleasure. His possessive touch and his lips already took her to the magic world. She never felt this much good before. She can feel butterflies inside her whole body, this passion and love make her feel so alive, she almost forgot everything that happened today.

On the other hand, Her innocent moans are making Nell so crazy, he knew if he didn't remove his lips from her, he'll claim her body right here right now and he wants his first time so special with her. He wants to claim her with love when he makes her his in front of the whole world.

Nell remove his lips and start kissing her neck, her cheek, her jaws then he squeezed her bum.

Naina suddenly stopped moaning because she realized what she is doing with Nell without marriage.

In the blink of an eye, Naina pushed Nell away from him and touched her lips, she moaned in pain because Nell was biting her lips a few seconds ago.

Nell falls on the snow and stares at Naina with shocked expressions. Before Nell got up and say anything to Naina, she got up and start running crazily towards her room.

Naina is running so fast, Nell also got up and run behind Naina but before he catch her, she closed the door of her room and rest her back on the door. She is breathing so heavily with closed eyes, then she ran her fingers so wildly in her hair.

"What... What I was doing with Nell... How I can let him kiss me, how I can allow him to touch me in the wrong way. We aren't even married yet...

What I was thinking? How I can..." Said Naina to herself in a very low and shameful tone.

What if my Baba or my inlaws finds out about my dirty deeds? how I'll face them and Baba, he'll twist my neck with his, own hands ' said Naina in her mind.

In anxiety, she put her palm on her mouth but once again a painful moan escaped from her mouth.

"Pumpkin open the door, let me come in..." Said Nell but Naina is feeling so shameful and disturbed. She can't face Nell at this time, what she'll tell him, how she can...

"Pumpkin opens the door Or I'll break it..." Nell warned.

"What happened sir, do you need any help...." Asked the security in charge but Nell yelled at him and tell him to go away.

"Pumpkin I said open the f*****g door..." Nell yelled Naina's body started shaking due to fear, she is so scared of his anger so she moved away from the door and slowly unlatch the lock.

Nell looks at Naina with so much anger but poor Naina is looking at her feet.

"Chote Maalik is everything ok...." Asked Nell's old maid to Nell and he nodded his head while looking at Naina's face.

"You guys can go to your rooms, I want to have word with my future wife..." Asked Nell.

Naina fisted her palms, her heartbeats skipped when Nell called her, his future wife.

Everyone left for their rooms when Nell noticed that he locked the door and start staring at Naina.

"You pushed me..." He said

"Unlock the door...and go to your room, Nell..." She said In a low tone.

"Why you pushed me away from you...?" He asked again

How shameless This guy is? How can he ask me such a question? Don't he know why I pushed him or he is trying to pretend he doesn't know why I pushed him?

Naina is still not looking at him into his eyes, Nell takes steps towards her and she starts taking steps back because she doesn't want to make the same mistake again.

"I asked why you pushed me..." He asked but this time in a very deep sound and that sound chilled Naina's body but in a tense way.

"you... you also... You also pushed... Me many times....(when Nell came so close to her ).Nell stop, please....." She said in a stuttering tone and her whole body is shaking, but not because of chilling weather but because of Nell's behavior and his presence.

Her calves collided with the bed, she was about to fall back but she held Nell's jacket tightly and this time they both fall on the bed, the only difference is that Nell is lying on Naina's body.

Naina can feel his curves over her body, she can feel his hard buddy on her stomach but she chose not to show Nell that she can feel his buddy on her stomach or else she'll get more embarrassed.

Nell leaned his face closer to her face, his lips are very near to her, she thought Nell will kiss her again so she turned her face and closed her eyes very tightly.

"Pumpkin..." He called her so softly, so sweetly how he used to call when he found out that, they are engaged and they have to live their life together forever.

"Nell... Nothing is the same... Things are changing between us...what we had done a few minutes ago was wrong. We shouldn't cross the limits before our marriage... We... We should... We should stay a little away from each other..." She said in a low and very uncomfortable tone.

Nell knew his presence is making her uncomfortable around him because nowadays he can't control his desires for her but sooner or later she has to accept these changes between them because they are not little anymore.

Nell was only trying to make her comfortable so she can accept him and love him as he loves her. But he has no idea that he'll get this kind of response from Naina.

Nell also knew that Naina is living her life in a small town for many years and her mentality and thinking are still so innocent like a small baby.

He knew he should hold the rein of his desires but when Naina let him claim her first kiss, he lost control because it was his first kiss and he was feeling so blessed and happy.

He never felt that kind of emotion before. Even he can still feel his hard length inside his jean and it needs his palms urgently.

"Are...are you scared of me or my touch. Do you want to stay away from me because you can't handle my presence around you..." Naina's eyes opened wide in shock and she look into Nell's eyes but she instantly got shy and start staring at his neck.

Her kiss with Nell, his touch, and his bites are still so alive in her mind.

"I...I am...not..scared of you, neither I want you...to stay away from me... I am sorry..." Said Naina and once again closed her eyes.

She won't know what to say to Nell? She doesn't know how to explain to him what she is feeling at this moment.

Nell rubbed his fingers gently on her lips and she once again moaned but this time very softly because Nell is messaging her red lips.

"Was I harsh with you when I kissed you..." His question made her face to Red, she tried to hide her face deeper into his jacket but Nell didn't let her and keep staring at her red face with closed eyes.

"I won't go until I get my answer..." Said, Nell

"I was...I was feeling something... Which I never felt before...( She covered her face with her palms, Nell smiled to see her reaction, he can't express how happy he is, to hear her reply ) I lose...I lose control over my feelings. I am scared... I am scared to lose this control near you because...I don't want to embarrass our families...

These feelings are not good, what we had done out on the sheet of snow wasn't right... What if... What if somebody..." Nell kissed her back palm once again and Naina forgot what she was telling Nell.

Nell slowly and carefully remove her palm from her face and placed a soft kiss on her forehead.