ALEXIS POV
Just the memory of remembering what I had said to Cedrian is embarrassing...... This world is really unfair, why did I have to say that. But maybe I'm overthinking everything and he did not hear anything.
But I really need to see Cedrian for myself, I know I hit him really hard. But he is very moody and unpredictable, sometimes he is very rude and insults me but sometimes, like today, he smiled and defended me against Andrew and Isabel. That smile is so contagious..... from nowhere i find myself smiling. I hit the back of my head in order to snap out of it.
A thought creeps in and I quickly call Mervin and direct him to drive me to the nearest supermarket, Mervin looks at me surprised. "Is Mr Cedrian alright," he asks
"Yes he is fine, you do not need to worry, just take me
