I flew back to the Philippines with a heavy heart. I tried to comfort myself. I tried so hard to keep in mind that our marriage was just an agreement or some business proposal but I just can't take it. The pain is so real, I don't even know why I'm hurting. Is it because I assume too much that Rodney loves me? How can I be so stupid? All that he did was just a lie. How can I forgive him now? I don't know what to do anymore. "Daniel, can we go somewhere?" I asked Daniel while we were having our dinner. It's been a week now since we got home from Las Vegas. "Where?" he asked. "A resto bar maybe," I suggested and he raised his eyebrows. "Do you want us to get killed this time?" he asked me. "No. That's why you're coming with me," I said. "What are you thinking?" he asked. It looks