( THE PAST - New Truth )
Trying to cover some aspects, struggling to find words for saying something . I'm lost in deep thought . I'm feeling Restlessness and heartburn at the same time. Hundreds of plans , Thousands of questions and millions of thoughts are staying in my mind as if they've permanent visa of my brain. Why am I being placed here? Why is no one saying anything to me? Why Altaf and his disciples have not come yet ? Why was the helper saying such things ? Where's Rudra ? Is this all Altaaf's another plan against me ? Etc etc …..
I'm confused whether to go outside or to stay inside. I'm not afraid of anyone's taunts or fears but I don't know whether anyone knows about me that I'm here or not ?
My patience is slowly answering me now . I can't waste time thin
