FLY WITH ME

chapter 3- one more time.

JOWA

Really tired ,I don't know why ?I a look at my old photo with my mom and dad.Tears flows through my cheeks .I took a seat on the bunch in the park.The beautiful evening after a stormy rain.I think nobody is watching me.I just wanted to scream,my heart going to burst out soon .Now iam feeling that the world is unsafe for me.

I lost my mom and my dad a couple of months ago.It was the horrible chapter of my life.But why iam gone to think the same thing?I lost them true but it doesn't mean to drop out my life . I want to live ,happily that my parents wants me to do.

Time skips,the Babies cried loud their mom's make comfort to them.That scene make me further emotional but it's ok iam not to sad anymore.

I am jowa 18 yr girl need to cherish my dream with self motive.on another morning I used to go college. It's break fast time the big dinning table shortened with one plate only.The maids serve breakfast.A glass of hot milk and a bread sandwich.Its so tasty .it was my first day to college after the huge tragedy.

Nothing has changed,the same rose plant I placed in front of the main gate has grown up.more red roses filled with it .it seeks everyone attention.All my friend circle gathered around me .They want to comfort me and forgot about the past .

The class about to start ,it's English .The grammar make me mad it's so disgusting.The class almost going to end .Next was the physics it was my favourite.i used to maintain my first position in physics always.so MR.jerim my physics professor loves my achievements.He worried about my mental stability and studies.

it's time to break ,we all went to canteen and ordered some snacks and drinks.its so tasty.

At the evening we about back home.on the way of home we have to walk to the bus stop. we all reached to home .I got to fresh up and down to sit out and had my coffe and snacks .

My uncle John and his wife Ketty camed to my house to make sure that I am still in depression.But I sat in the couch peacefully made surprise to them.They didn't expect that .

Mr .John and wife showered there fake smile and conveyed their fake love with so many dresses and perfume that I don't literally like .Even they doesn't know my favourite thing too.such a pity.

Mrs.john didn't forget to mention about the property.Even I didn't worry about that. She used to ask me that you are too young,how could you manage th whole property you have .Give it to us when ever you being adult we will give you back .

I don't know what my aunt thinks about me ,iam not the one they thinks .I just answered that,sorry aunty I think I can manage it that why God approves to lead my life in new way which is not predicted any more.so if I survived the huge pain then I can manage it to , don't need to worry.

The face of mrs .John has changed.They immediately leave with out any words.Iam sure that I have to be careful they doesn't fear any one so my blood and soul will go away anytime.But iam ready to fight it's my parents sweat and hardwork,and not going to be give up.

But my heart and my mind literally want that once more time will I get the love and affection of my beloved parents.Hope they will support my journey.