I was getting better little by little but I still felt the pain in my abdomen.
I felt nauseous and attempted to throw up and I did, coughing and panted as I quickly leaned my body on the wall.
I used the back of my hand to wipe off my stinky saliva of my mouth, weak and my eyes were closing, I felt like sleeping but I still held myself and the place was a mess and hadn't been cleaned in weeks.
I just wanted to sleep and never wake up again, because in my sleep I could be out of reality and not recall this mess but in my dream, I could be anything I wanted and I was living in a luxurious apartment, guess all this is an illusion to keep me alive and I was totally deceiving myself and my mind who seem to be almost out of this world.
I was going crazy, I felt frustrated tears streamed down my cheeks as I lightly punched the wall and sobbed bitterly,
I was so dirty and hadn't taken my bath either, I barely fell asleep when the door opened and the reflection of a light penetrated into the room, my eyes hurt and I quickly closed it to block out the light.
"Can you see how miserable you are?' She smirked and folded her hands across her chest.
It was morgana.
I was slowly adjusting my eyes to the light and she was just standing outside the room, making fun of me.
"Do you enjoy this place, huh! You think, you could escape from here after everything we did for you, you wanted to escape from here with my child in you."
My eyes jerked up at her words. "Your child?' I uttered in surprise.
"Yes, I guess you know the reason I brought you here is because I want you to give me a child and once it's born, I will be taking the child once it's out for good."
I tried to get my trembling body up.
"Don't,' she shouted. "Don't come here, just stay where you are, you smell so bad and I don't want you getting so close to me." She said with disgust and spat on the floor.
I ignored her and got up from the floor. "You knew, I was pregnant."
"Yes, do you think we are that daft. I knew you were pregnant, that doctor gave herself away and sold you to me."
I shook my head.
"Oh, you don't believe that the doctor could do such a thing, guess what, she did and you are going to be in this mansion till you give birth, understand."
"I'm not going to give you this baby, this child is mine and not yours.' I firmly said, panting and shutting my eyes at the pain in my abdomen.
"You know, those eyes of yours are what I hate the most, are very annoying and if not for one thing, I will pluck out those eyes out of your socket, b***h. No matter how determined you are, glare at me with those eyes, it wouldn't work and you are handing that child over to me, whether you like it or not, that's your damn business."
"I'm not giving my child to you, I will not be your baby factory or go back to prison, I'm not a beast, this child will be with me, whether you like it or not.' I said confidently.
This child is growing in me, I will take care of it, I am this child's mother and I will not stand by and let anyone take this child away for me, I wouldn't do such a thing. This is the reason I don't want this child to live, this is the reason I wanted to get an abortion, because this child will suffer miserably. To make matters worse, what if it turns out to be me, what if it turnes to be an Omega, a cursed Omega like me and be a slave.
If I can't even protect myself, how can I protect a child?
What should I do now?
"Oh, I can see how confident you are, watch me, once you give birth, this child will be taken away from you and Derek will be the father of this child, that's why you were brought here after all and don't even think for a second that you will be able to leave here again or I will personally deal with you and once I do that, you will never remain the same and the reason why I'm taking it easy on you is because you are with a child. Nonsense." She wanted to walk away and then, she stopped.
"I don't want to see you close to my husband again, I know what happened in that prison, stay away from him. If I see you close to him again, I cut off your head on the slaughter ground, you are his mate doesn't mean you are meant to be, so respect yourself or I will have you personally dealt with.'
"Your husband is the one coming after me,' I shivered. "Don't blame me.'
"Let's see, maybe by the time I kill you, we shall know how he will chase after you again or probably cut off the bond. After all, the moon goddess that mated you guys gave you an option to cut it off and I will do so soon. Dirty scum." She cursed and slammed the door so loudly and My back slid on the wall as I slowly sat down and sobbed for days with no end. Food and water was brought to me, but I managed to take a few bites from the tasteless food.
It became unbearable for me, when it was time for me to give birth, I did and the baby died.
I held his lifeless body in my arms and shred, tears and my child was gone forever.
Never did I think that I was going to survive after all this trouble and glad he was safe wherever he was, I didn't wish for him to be alive in this cruel world.
I fainted.